Adam Driver Imagines

IMAGINE: Kylo and you falling in love

(May contain spoilers for the Force Awakens. Read at your own risk. I avoided as much as I possibly could)

You run into the forest of Takodana. TIE fighters are flying through the air, shooting at everything in their path, and Atmospheric Assault Landers are putting First Order men on the ground. You breathe heavily, the gun that Han Solo gave you banging against your hip. You're part of the Resistance. You are sort of a co-pilot for Han Solo and Chewbacca for their freighter Eravana. You slow to a stop, hidden beneath the cover of trees. You look around to see if there are any Storm Troopers. Suddenly out of nowhere BB-8 comes flying towards you. Your eyes widen and you look both ways to make sure no one is there. You kneel down and put your hand on his head. "BB-8, what are you doing?!" You exclaim in a harsh whisper. "You should've stayed with Rey!" You exclaim. You hear Storm Troopers coming and you stiffen. "Go! Go and hide!" You whisper to him. BB-8 rolls off and you take your gun out of your holster. You stand up and start firing at the Storm Troopers, your shot accurate. After killing the Storm Troopers, you turn around to flee deeper into the forest. Before you can start running, your gun is ripped from your hand. "What!" You gasp. Your body suddenly freezes and you can't move. Your breath comes out in short, little puffs, your eyes wide with fear. You try with all your might to break free. "What have we here?" A muffled voice asks from behind you. A red light saber moves to the side of your neck making you flinch. You let out a tiny strangled cry. "A Resistance fighter who almost managed to escape. I know you know about the map. The map that leads to Luke Skywalker." The man says, slowly moving in front of you. You stare up at Kylo Ren, your eyes wide, your body quaking. For a while Kylo does nothing but stare at you. You look away, struggling to take in full breaths. Kylo takes a step back, shaking his head. "Sir, more Resistance fighters are moving in. We need more reinforcements." A Storm Trooper says. "No, we leave. We have what we need." Kylo says, before releasing you. You lose consciousness and, before you can fall to the ground, Kylo scoops you up into his arms, holding you quite protectively to his chest.

You wake up, your hands and feet bound to a chair. "Good, you're finally up." Kylo says. You look around the room. "Where am I?" You ask. "Starkiller Base." He answers. Kylo walks over to you and you both stare at each other. "You-you must trust me. If you don't, things will end badly for you." He says. "How can I trust a man when he hides his face behind a mask?" You ask, narrowing your eyes. He hesitates and then ever-so-slowly removes his mask. Kylo stares at you and you stare right back, taking in his sharp features. You look away from him, your heart beating quickly. You didn't expect him to be so young. "What's your name?" Kylo asks. "Y/N." You blurt out before you can stop yourself. "Y/N." He whispers, trying it out and pacing in front of you. You watch him fearfully, your body tense. "Why're you so fearful, Y/N?" Kylo asks. You scoff. "Hmm, maybe it's because you're a Knight of Ren, and you slaughtered a town of people on Jakku?!" You spit out. Kylo's head snaps up and he stares at you, anger marring his features. He holds out his hand and you gasp, leaning forward, your body frozen again. Kylo stares into your eyes as he starts to probe your mind. Tears filling your eyes, you grimace, trying to keep the map of Luke Skywalker locked away. Kylo's eyebrows draw and he takes in a sharp breath. A minute goes by of him probing your brain and he occasionally winces. He pulls away from you, gasping. He blinks back tears and looks at you, slowly shaking his head. Kylo moves to the corner of the room, hidden in the shadows. You watch him. "Kylo?" You ask. "Leave me alone, Y/N!" He snaps, before tearing out of the room.

You wake up at the feeling of someone going through your brain. Kylo again. You open your eyes and stare into the eyes of the broken man. He shudders and probes through your mind even harder. You let out a small cry mingled with a gasp. "You're so alone." He grits out, squeezing his eyes shut. You clutch on to the handles of the chair, tears burning your eyes. "You have no one. You're an outcast. You're-you're a broken girl..." He whispers, his voice tight. Kylo pulls away from you and gazes at you, breathing heavily. "There's so much pain in you." He whispers, flinching. You bite back a sob and bow your head, not even caring that you're crying in front of him. Kylo falls to his knees in front of you. "Y/N, I am so sorry. I can't do this. I can't interrogate you any further." He states. "It hurts... it hurts too much." He adds. You look down at him as tears roll down his cheeks. "So what then? You're just going to kill me? Leave me here to die?" You ask. Kylo quickly brushes away the tears and then stands, his strong tough enemy facade back on. "I'll have one of my men take care of this." He states coldly, before walking out of the room and shutting the door. You sink your head back against the chair, sobbing. Kylo leans against the outside of the door, hearing your sobs, and his heart breaks for you. When he looked into your mind, he saw exactly what is in his mind. Hopelessness and despair. He sniffs and walks off.

Despite what Kylo says, none of his men come to finish you. Kylo instead comes back everyday to talk with you for a whole entire week. He keeps making up excuses to Supreme Leader Snoke and General Hux when they ask why he hasn't gotten the map yet, and why you're still alive. Kylo and you become very close, despite him being your mortal enemy. You find yourself looking forward to him coming every day to talk with you. He doesn't probe your mind, he just sits down and has a mutual conversation with you. One night, you're sleeping soundly in the chair when the door opens, making you wake up. Kylo runs into the room, rips off his mask, his face etched with worry. "Kylo, what's wrong?" You ask. "Supreme Leader Snoke is getting suspicious of me and wants General Hux to observe how I probe your mind." He explains, kneeling down and pressing a button to unlock your binds. You step off the chair, rubbing your wrists. You stare at Kylo as he comes closer to you. He takes your one hand and slowly starts massaging the indents in your wrist from the cuffs. "I'm going to help you escape, Y/N. Snoke will want Hux to bring you to him and I can't let that happen." He says softly. "Why are you doing this?" You ask, searching his brown eyes. Kylo stares down at you, his eyebrows drawing. "Y/N." He whispers. "Yes, Kylo?" You ask. He slides his hands into yours and moves closer to you. "I-I lov..." He trails off. His shoulders slump and he sighs, starting to move away from you. You grab his shirt in your hand and stop him. "I love you too, Kylo." You whisper, smiling a little. Kylo's breath leaves him in a rush and he pulls you into his arms. He buries his face in your shoulder and rocks you slowly. "Why? Why do you love me?" He asks. "I don't know, Kylo. I honestly don't. There is good in you, I know it. If only you'd let it surface." You breathe. "I want it too, Y/N. You bring the good out in me. Because of you, I want to be good. And that's why I'm letting you escape. I can't let Snoke get to you, Y/N. We're going to escape together. You and I." Kylo explains. He pulls back and looks at you, caressing your cheek. He shakes his head, smiling. You return the smile and stand on your tiptoes to kiss him. You never realized a Dark Side kiss could be so sweet. Kylo leans his forehead against yours and closes his eyes. "I promise, Y/N, I will be a better man." He whispers. You close your eyes. "I know you will, Kylo. I know." You reply.
[THE END] I hope you liked it!