Love Vs. Lust (Niam Mpreg)

Chapter 14

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Niall's POV

I didn't want to go back but if he was going to hurt others because of me, I had no choice. He can't hurt others over me, just me. Here I was regretting Liam, regretting the 'I love you's', regretting being alive. My feelings had totally a 360, I WAS loving Liam, I WAS saying 'I love you', and I WAS loving life. I hated Liam right now. I was crying like a little baby that I was, I had to follow orders because that's who I was. I always followed by order. Even as a kid, when my parent would tell me to do something, I wouldn't hesitate to do what they asked. I was abnormally obedient even to people who hurt me. I shake hard at the tears falling on my face.  He wasn't saying anything and it was a scary thought. What is he was going to hurt me? Part of me wished i'd grow up and get over that this happens to everyone, but, part of me knows this isn't right.

"Here, you can have privacy tonight, meaning I won't touch you without permission, nor will I sleep with you." He walks off, leaving me to only curl up in front of the door, not even the strength to open the seemingly impossible door. My body rattled, with sobs, eventually sleep came over me. I don't remember how long it took me to fall asleep, but all I knew I was asleep. 

Liam's POV

What had I done? I had hurt the only one who I even possibly cared about, besides Harry that is. I had scared the poor boy and I felt so wrong, but I couldn't give in to my strong, powering persona, even though I was a crying mess, and maybe the fact I had already ruined that persona by begging him to stay when he could have easily became just another "subject", but he was different and I wasn't going to stop following the premonitions I have, we're right for each other but I can't just come out and say that. I love him and i've never told anyone that prior to him. I thought sleep would be my best bet to get over whatever petty feelings I was having, my fear being i'll dream about Niall. I shake my head and sleep anyway, despite all the naggy feelings.

When I wake up, the sun was in my eyes. I groan as I mumble under my breathe, "I told them not to open them unless I was awake," my bathroom was lit up as well, which made me raise my eyebrow. When it hit me that I sent the maids and servants home, I instantly guessed it was Niall. I weighed whether or not I should approach him. I decided to go for it, every time he hit me, I would deserve it. I was a dick to him, I hurt him, I hurt Harry, I was the bad guy. 

"Ni? Niall I meant?" I walk in to see him in the bath. "Should I come back another time?" He just shook his head and looked up atme with big eyes. 

"Join me Liam, please." I couldn't say no but I was going to be sure he wanted me to touch him, not in a inappropriate way. I slowly strip, him watching every move I made. For once I wasn't in charge and it felt different, a good different. I slowly slip in, it was warm, it was perfect. I look into Niall's big eyes and they're debating something but i'm not sure what though. His body was covered perfectly in bubbles, we just sit there staring at each others.

"W-what's t-the special o-occasion?" Am I nervous? Course I am, the guy I love is sitting there just staring at me, doing nothing. He slowly moved and was eventually on my lap. I just keep staring at him, what was he doing?

"You are." He kisses me and instantly I kiss back, wanting nothing than to take control but I needed to sit back and follow order. I hadn't noticed he was grinding his hips against me until I was painfully hard. I moan and lay my head back giving him full access to my neck, somehow he instantly finds my sweet spot. I moan louder and thrust hips up. He reacts but bouncing hard on me to pin my bum down. "You're mine now." I pant and nod fast, god this is hot, and painful, my c0ck hard as a rock, laying against his bum. He grabs for something over my shoulders and pulls it back to where it could read lube to my eyes. 

"Wait, wait, are you ready?" I ask panicking. What if he's doing this just for me? I can't take it like this. Not with him pressured. He answers by lubing me up rather good for a rookie. I'm  moaning mess to this boy. When he's trying to line us up,he looks like he's having some problems. When he finally gets it and accidentally goes all the way down, it takes me by surprise.

"Holy fuck! God dammit!" He yells and bites on my shoulder. It hurts but it's okay because as a virgin that had to hurt, especially on a guy my size. I'm not tiny and that's for sure. After five to ten minutes he begins to rock again, slowly but surely. He's tight as shit, i'm not going to last long. His body trembles and so I take it upon me to help him by guide his hips. Poor fella looked like a chicken with his head cut off. I begin to rub his red, hard c0ck. It was already leaking bad so it was easy for me to rub him pretty fast. 

"Oh Niall you're so tight." He only whimpers, enjoying the feeling too much. I rub him faster and faster. "Ni, i'm already so close, so tight around me baby so good." Before long I was c*mming hard into him, whining. A little later on his white c*m was streaming on my chest. I smile at his tired little face. With no care he laid on my chest, although sticky. 

"I love you Liam."

"I love you too Niall."

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