Love Vs. Lust (Niam Mpreg)

Chapter 8

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Niall's POV

I rolled over and groaned, remembering what happened last night. I had let him overpower me once again and this time I was pissed off. I got up and was immediately held down by a strong arms. My stomach growled. I refused to eat and my head was starting to kill me, he was going to find out soon, I felt frustrated and all I wanted to do was have him be the punching bag. He wouldn't stand for it though. He had to be the 'big man' and try and tell everyone else what to do. I just wasn't up for that.

But somehow, for some odd reason it felt nice being in his arms, I immediately shook it off. This was wrong and he was demented for it. Basically holding people hostage for his own good will. There had to be a reason behind it all, just had to. It was all sorts of wrong.Even if I had to do it alone I was going to crack down on him.

"Liam?" I nudged at his side a bit. He just grunted and pulled me closer. "Liam Please." He grunted and groaned more. I sighed knowing that this was a battle I wasn't going to win.

I felt wet kisses trail up my back. Why did he choose me? I mean I don't know if I should be complaining or not. There were whispers around the house but I was blinded by how he was treating me now. What if a week, a month, a year, even a day from now he starts abusing me?

I tear up knowing and hearing my father having choice words for Liam, but deep down I loved him and didn't honestly care what he wanted for me.

After twenty minutes Liam finally lets me go and I make a bolt for the bathroom because I had to pee. Liam stayed hot on my trails for some apparent reason. He stands at the bathroom door.

"Can-can I get some privacy?" I hated this, how he could put me at some uneasiness. Inside I was a strong person who couldn't care less what people thought and hide my emotions on the outside too, but when i'm around Liam all of that seems to go away, i'm who I am truly and hated that.

"No." He stood tall at the bathroom door. He really was stubborn. I bite my lip as I looked away, doing my business. When i'm done I turn to him still standing in the same position as before.

"Look I fucking don't appreciate you watching me and everything I do, I have my-" I was cut off by Liam pushing me up against the wall, it was definitely leaving a bruise later, his lips against mine.

"You need to learn your god damn place." He pulls me by my hair back to the bedroom and throws me on the bed. "You are talking to the dominant and you will obey me." He crawls on the bed in silence after that and I swear my heart was leaping out of my chest.

Liam's POV

I felt him moving but I didn't want to let him go. His warmth was soothing, Wait no it wasn't. Yes it was. No it wasn't. I'm literally fighting my own self over just a boy that I was going to just use anyway. I bit my lip as I eventually let him get up. I feel him dart away so I immediately woke up and followed. I stood at the door so he couldn't leave.

His hair was matted and his eyes were still droopy. Last night was the first night in years i'd slept in the same bed with another person. Normally when i'd have a one night stand, i'd normally kick them out once we were done. No cuddling, no 'another round', no sleeping, no morning sex, no nothing. I don't do relationships because i've been hurt so many times before.

"Can-can I have some privacy?" He asked nervously. I loved the fact he was still nervous around me.

"No." I didn't want to turn my back and him try anything. I know how foolish that sounds but I don't care. I wasn't needy. I was just horny and always got my way when it came to things. When he was finished , he turned towards me again. His face was redder than before. I looked at him, wanting him to go on because I know he's keeping something in.

"Look I fucking don't appreciate you watching me and everything I do, I have my-" As he spoke I just stared at him. I ran at him and cut him off kissing him and pinning him to the wall. I pull away and look at him, angered.

"You need to learn your god damn place." I grip his hair tightly and pulls him back to the bed, throwing him hard with a thump on the bed. I look at him. "You are talking to the dominant and you will obey me." I slowly crawl on the bed. As I look down at him, I regret my decision. I put myself in a bad predicament, If I back down now he'll find my weakness. But if I keep going I could hurt him and scare him away. I mean he does have rights and I can't do anything about that.

He looks up at me in fear and i'm distraught.

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