Forbidden Secret (Student/Teacher)

Frustrstion Overload

A/n: I'm sorry if this chapter isn't my best. It was hard to write with one hand as I broke/dislocated my right arm and I have a annoying cast around it because of skiing , so bare with me guys. Xx
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Didn't I tell you Aria , he wasn't worth it.

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Don't you get those days when your just not with it , too tired , not able to have consume energy to actually get out of bed and your probably capable of sleeping all day , or your just upset about something that doesn't really need attention but you just do. Well that was me today.

I sat next to the counter with my plate filled of pasta as I swirled it round and round with the fork just staring at it , lost in thoughts. Why would he say that and lie to my face? Why wouldn't he tell me a reason why he kissed me? But maybe I had got Fitz all wrong.

Yes Aria , you finally cracked it after your mind kept on telling you.

"Aria"! My mother shouted interrupting my thoughts , causing me to drop the fork on the side of the bowl as the loud bang echoed throughout the kitchen.

I looked at her half confused as into why she shouted so loud , she returned her look with scrunched eyebrows , staring directly at me.

"You okay honey , you look...distracted , something bothering you"? She asked with concern. I sighed without bothering to even tell her the actual reason why I was not 'with it'.

"Yeah , I'm fine mom" I replied , returning back to playing with my food.

"You sure your not gonna tell me the real reason"? She questioned.

"It's nothing mom , it's just-"

"-aah , so I sense this is about a guy , any particuler person I know like the cute guy that-" She smirked , folding her arms , leaning back on the chair as if it was going to be a long conversation.

"Since when were you able to give your daughter a talk on guys mom"?

"Well I know that I'm useless to you sometimes but I have some good advice to give to you even though I'm divorced and single-"

"-I think I'll pass mom and I'm going for my run anyways so I'll see you in an hour" I said walking out of the kitchen and into the mud room to grab my running gear.

"Wait honey it's nearly 9:30pm , are you really going this late"!? She shouted across the hall. I rolled my eyes In approval and looked back at her.

"Night is always the best and by the way mom who are you to ask me what late is when your out late yourself"?! I asked her with sarcasm as she whipped her hand signaling she was ending the conversation in embarrassment.

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I jogged out the door and put my headphones in my ears , switching on the most catchy song there was on my iPod so I could forget past events which made my mind a mess , most of these runs was not to get fit , but a clear mind.

I made my way to the nearby park which was mostly quiet but amazingly breathtaking at night because of its pathways that took you to unknown places which were full of greenery and small areas where you could just sit and admire that view of flower beds and over hanging trees , but being me the sight of neatness and pristine just took my eyes away.