Not Just Friends (1D fanfic)

The Call

Harry's pov ~3 hours before~

I got out of the club. I saw these guys outside. I don't even bother too fuck with them. I was drunk. Going all over the place walking too my car. I got out the razor blade that I hide in my glovebox.

Why me? Why me? Why me? I say. While cutting my wrist deeper and deeper. It hurts but the pain feels good.

I have been doing this after Taylor left me. But she doesn't know. Nobody knows. I took a napkin and wiped the blood. I drove home carefully so I don't get a DUI. I finally got home. And I just kept on thinking I should just end my life right in my home. I unlocked the door and went up stairs. And went into the bathroom. I took pills out of the cabinet. And took a handful out. I put them all in my mouth and swallow them whole. I just sit on the bathroom floor and fall asleep and I hope I never wake up.

~1 hour later~

Harry. Harry can you hear me? The hospital nurse said. I opened my eyes and I was on a gurney in an ambulance. Fuck. My neighbors probably new something was up with me when I got home. They probably called the cops. I didn't want anyone too find me. I especially hope they don't call zayn, louis, Liam, and Niall. And also Taylor. I won't even know what Taylor will do if she knows I did this. Even the public my career. Yay me i guess my life is ruined.

Zayns Pov

Izzy and I were peacefully sleeping when I got a call at 3:00 in the morning.

Me: hello?

Lady: hello is this zayn Malik?

Me: yes it is who is this?

Lady: this is the L.A hospital. Your friend harry styles overdosed on pills. I will need you too come too the hospital right away.

I was shocked. I couldn't believe what just happened. I thought it was just a dream. But it wasn't. I woke up izzy right away. I told her too get dressed and we had too get too the hospital right away. We got in the car and sped too the hospital. We entered the hospital and there were crazed fans holding up signs saying get well harry or Taylor should die she did this. We finally got through the crowd. We went up too the front counter and asked for Harry's room. It was 215. We hurried up and then we saw justin and Taylor. She didn't look so good.

Taylor's pov

Justin and I were still up at 3:00 in the morning watching the news. Nothing new while we were watching it but then there was. We were watching then the news reporter had a new story that say harry styles overdosed on pills. I couldn't believe he would do that. I started too freak out. I got out of bed and I couldn't breathe.

Baby. Calm down it okay. Justin said.

Justin I'm so scared right now. It's my fault that he overdosed. He might even be dead. Fans will be giving be death threats and saying it was my fault he did this.

Taylor it will not be your fault. Zayn probably got a call from the hospital and he is probably on his way there. We can go see harry if you want too. Justin said.

Okay that will be great but there must be crazy fans at the hospital right now.

We quickly got dressed and rushed too the hospital as fast as we could. When we got there I couldn't count how many fans there were. They had signs that said I should die and I should go too hell and that it was my fault. We asked for Harry's room number and we rushed up stairs. We tried too go in Harry's room but they said we couldn't visit yet. I looked in and there were tubes down his throat and in his stomach. They were pumping his stomach too get all the shit out. We waited but his room until we saw zayn and izzy run too us.

Taylor are you okay?! Izzy yelled as she ran too hug me tight.

Izzy it's all my fault that Harry overdosed on pills. Fans are gonna be hating on me and telling me to die and all that shit.

I started crying uncontrollably. People starting too stare.

Taylor it's not your fault. Nobody knows why he did it anyways. When we see him we will talk. But for now you just need too rest and not worry about anything. Izzy said calmly. Sitting me down in a chair out side of Harry's door.

I looked and saw justin talking with zayn about Harry. I'm just afraid justin will look at me differently and think harry did it because of me. I don't want that too happen.

Justin's pov

Me: zayn what do I fucking do.

Zayn: justin you just need too calm down. Taylor will be fine.

Me: I'm just worried that Taylor will be sorry for Harry and she will just run back too him. Then he will just hurt her like he did last time again.

Zayn: Taylor would never do that. She loves you too much. And she will never let harry hurt her like he did. And I don't know if I should feel sorry for Harry about overdosing or just leave him.

Justin: well I'm gonna go talk too Taylor. So I will talk too you later.

I walked over too Taylor. She was sitting right by Harry's room. I could tell she wasn't doing good.

Me: baby. Are you okay?

I could tell she wasn't but I asked anyways. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. She looked so innocent and depressed.

Taylor: justin I caused this. When I left harry he started doing this probably. I shouldn't have left him. If I didn't he wouldn't have done this.

I sat down by her and made her be calm.

Me: Taylor If he didn't do the stuff he did you wouldn't have left him. He is a good guy but the things he did weren't good. It's not your fault baby. Your here with me and that's all that matters. Harry matters too but he did this too himself.

I wiped her tears away and gave her a gentle kiss and a hug.

Taylor: but justin all of his fans are gonna think I did this too him. I have already gotten so much hate.

Me: just ignore them. I do it all the time. Haters gonna hate but they can't bring you down.

Taylor: okay. Your right. Justin I love you so much. You always make me feel better.

Me: I love you too baby.

The nurse said we could see harry now. Only two people could go in so Taylor and I decided too go in first. I wonder where this is gonna lead too.