Not Just Friends (1D fanfic)

Wrong

Taylor's pov

Stop. Stop it. STOP! I sat up as fast as I could in bed. I had nightmare.

Justin: baby you okay?? He said as you freaked out.

Yeah I just had a bad nightmare. That's all.

Justin: well come cuddle with me.

I looked at the clock and it was 2:30 in the morning. I moved closer to justin. He made me feel safe always.

Justin: what was your nightmare about?

About someone taking me away from you and I wouldn't be able to see you again. And they would kill me.

Justin: baby I'm sorry. I know you would never get taken away from me. I wouldn't let anyone take you away from me. You mean the world to me. I love you too much.

I love you too. Justin? Do you think you would ever get tired of me? Me being annoying. Selfish. Boring.

Justin: why would you think that. Taylor I would never get tired of you. You make me happy. That's all that matters. And I love you.

I looked at him in His Carmel brown eyes and smiled. He kissed me softly. I loved him. I don't wanna leave him. I hope I don't.

Izzys pov

I woke up at 10:30 in the morning. Zayn was gone. I haven't seen Taylor in 2 weeks. I wonder how harry was doing. I just don't think justin is the right fit for Taylor. Taylor just seems like she loves harry more and justin made Taylor force her to love him. Zayn had to go to Australia for business. Guess they are making a one direction movie. He needed to work on it and film his part. I also wondered what Niall was up to. If he was still seeing that Christina girl. I didn't have feelings for Niall anymore. Well not that much. I just want us to be friends.

Justin's pov

I woke up. It's was noon. I slept in late. But Taylor was gone. I found a note on her side of the bed that said "went to go see harry. Be back soon!". Harry. Of course. She actually hasn't seen him in awhile. He still loves Taylor. But Taylor is mine. And only mine. I care about her so much. I don't want her to leave. She is my world. I have to act like I actually like harry. But I really don't. He is just an attention seeker I think. What did Taylor even see in him?

Taylor's pov

I woke up a little before noon to go see harry. I haven't seen him in awhile. I wanted to see how he was doing and if he needed anything. I knocked on his door. He answered it. There was a big smile on his face when he saw me. It's like he was a little kid who just got icecream.

Harry: hi Taylor. I didn't know you were coming. I haven't seen you in awhile.

Yeah. I just wanted to stop by and see how you were doing.

Harry: well come in!

His place looked great. It was clean. It was like a brand new house.

Wow harry. I am proud of you.

Harry: thanks. I have gotten better. Wanna sit?

We sat on the couch and talked. All of a sudden. I saw something on his wrist. Fresh new cuts.

Harry what is that? I asked suspiciously

Harry: oh nothing he said as her put his wrist to his chest.

I yanked his wrist towards me. I pulled up his sleeve. There were so many.

Harry! Why are you doing this. You need to stop!!! I yelled as I had tears coming down my face.

Harry: I'm sorry Taylor. It's addicting I can't stop.

Well you need to stop. I stopped you can to. It was addicting for me. But my wrists are clean. I said furiously.

Harry: Taylor I'm sorry. Please understand. It's hard for me.

Harry I understand. I just don't know why you didn't stop. I thought you understood that you almost died. You can die from this too.

I had tears coming down my face. I can't see harry like this.

Harry: Taylor please don't cry.

Harry put his thumb under my chin and tilt my face up. He wiped the tears away. I moved closer to him. I grabbed his wrist and kissed the cuts.

Please just promise me you will try to stop.

Harry: I promise Taylor

I looked into his eyes. I couldn't stop looking at them. I got caught up in the moment. I started leaning in. Harry started leaning in too. We kissed for almost a minute. I got on top of his waist. We both started getting rough. I couldn't control myself. His kiss was just rough and sexy. He pulled me closer to him by my waist. I pulled his shirt off and kissed on his chest. Then all of a sudden justin popped in my mind. I suddenly stopped what I was doing.

I'm sorry harry I can't do this. I'm with justin now. This is so wrong.

Harry: Taylor I still love you. I need you.

I'm sorry harry I gotta go.

I got off the couch and hurried out the door in the car and drove off. I had tears coming down my face. I could I do that to justin. I don't know what got into me. I don't love harry I don't love harry anymore. I kept saying that all the way home. When i got in the hotel room I made sure my eyes were wiped. So justin didn't ask questions.

Justin: hey baby how was it seeing harry?

It was good.

Justin: are you okay? You seem weird.

No I think I'm just gonna go lay down...

Justin: can I join you.

Um yeah sure. I took off my clothes and was only in my bra and underwear. Justin came and cuddled next to me. I can't tell justin what happened. He will flip out....