Not Just Friends (1D fanfic)

Why

Taylor's pov

The nurse said we could go see harry now. So justin and I went in. When I saw harry. I couldn't even recognize him. He was so pale and skinny. I haven't seen him for 3 months until this. I was so scared. He was sleeping so I just sat by him. Tears started streaming down my face. Justin came by me and rubbed my back to calm me down. I went to hold Harry's hand and then I saw what I have never seen in along time. Cuts. Cuts along his wrist and arm. Around his wrist was wrapped up with bandages. He must have already done it before he OD (Overdosed). I held his hand and kissed it. I new justin was starting too get mad but I didn't care. I still loved harry but not that kind of way. Just I care about him. Yeah he did bad things to me but I can't be mad at him after this. I was so worried about harry now. He finally woke up and saw me next too him.

Justin's pov

When we got into the room. Harry didnt look so good. He looked like he did die. I didn't say anything. Taylor went too go sit by him. I then saw tears stream down her face. I went and rubbed her back too calm her down. She then went and held Harry's hand. I started too get jealous. Why would she do that right in front of me. I know she is worried about harry but damn. Harry finally woke up. I new he was excited too see Taylor but he wasn't excited too see me. Since that big fight we had.

Harry's pov

I was in pain. They gave me medicine and pumped my stomach. I passed out. I finally woke up a few hours later. I saw Taylor right beside me. I was the happiest person in the world. I never knew she would come and see me.

Me: hey.

Taylor: Harry! I'm so glad you are okay.

Me: I'm glad your here with me.

I then saw Justin behind her. I wasn't so happy but I didn't wanna deal with him right now.

Taylor's pov

I just kept on looking at Harry. He then finally woke up. I was happy too see him. But I knew justin wasn't. I wasn't worried about him.

Harry: hey.

Me: harry! I'm glad you are okay.

Harry: I'm glad your here with me.

When he said that it was kind of awkward because Justin was right behind me.

Me: Justin could you go. I just wanna talk too harry alone for a second.

Justin: yeah sure. I will just be right outside.

He gave me a kiss and then he left and closed the door.

Me: harry why did you do this. Why. Just tell me the truth.

Harry: I hated myself Taylor. I hated what I was doing I hated who I was. I hated me. I wasn't myself after you left. I slept with girls every night and I always went too clubs. Every morning I cut myself because I was so disgusted by me. And then I just wanted to end it. But now I am here and I don't think I can again.

Me: harry I thought we were fine. When you apologized to me and I excepted it. I never knew you would go this far. Harry I care about you so much. You don't know how much. And I will always love you. Just I don't think we should be together.

Harry: your right. I just miss you so much. But your happy and that's all that matters.

Me: yeah I am. I'm happy with Justin. Do you want me too stay with you the whole day?

Harry: I would love that but you don't have to.

Me: I want to.

I kissed harry on the forehead.

I'm gonna go talk too Justin. Be right back. I let go of his hands and left.

Justin's pov

When Taylor told me to leave. I didn't mind it but I didn't trust harry alone with Taylor. I saw them talking and Taylor seemed really upset. Then I saw Taylor kiss him on the forehead. Why would she do that when she knows I'm here. She got up and came outside.

Me: hey so what did you guys talk about.

Taylor: just about why he did this. Justin I am so worried about harry. He is in pain.

Me: well he obviously did it for attention and just to get to you.

Taylor: seriously Justin is that all you think about. About harry just wanting too get to me? He didn't do it for attention he did it because he didn't like the person he became since I left him. He was sleeping with girls every night and going too clubs every night. Justin. He cut every morning. You don't know how much pain he is in.

Me: it just seems like he is trying too get to you. So he will make you fall back I love with him.

Taylor: Justin I will never do that. I'm the one who loves you.

Me: well you kissed harry on the forehead when I was just outside the room. I could still see you.

Taylor: it was just the forehead justin! You make everything so complicated. You get jealous of every little thing.

Me: well I don't want harry hurting you AGIAN. At least I care about you.

Taylor: well I'm staying with harry the whole day today and I might spend the night so you don't have to worry because I'm just here.

Me: well good stay with ur lover!

I walked away from Taylor without saying another word. I was so angry. I didn't know what to do. I don't want her to be with him. I don't trust him.

Taylor's pov

I was just talking to justin. He started pissing me off. He walked away and he never said another word to me. I went to go find izzy and zayn they were in the cafeteria.

Me: hey guys.

Izzy: hey where is justin?

Me: oh left. Just being stupid. Are you gonna go see harry.

Izzy: yeah Niall, Louise and Liam are here.

Me: okay. Lets go.

We walked up too Harry's room and walked in.

Harry: hey guys.

Liam: hey bud. How are you.

Harry: I'm hurting but I'm okay.

Harry: Louise! Hey!

Louise gave Harry a big hug. They were best friends.

Doctor: hey visiting hours are over but one person can stay with harry for now.

Me: I will stay with him.

Everyone got out then left. I think I could stay with harry for now. He can't hurt me.

Harry: so I guess justin left.

Me: yeah he was just being a dick. He doesn't trust you with me because of what happened. But I don't care right now. I just care about you and your health.

Harry: you can go and see him. I'm fine.

Me: no I'm staying here with you.

I went and held Harry's hand. He held mine back. This doesn't mean we are together. We are just best friends.

Me: I think you should get some rest.

Harry: yeah.

I started walking out of the room when harry said my name.

Harry: hey Taylor?

Me: yeah harry?

Harry: thanks for staying. I don't know anyone else who would.

Me: no problem. I said smiling.