I may seem to be alright
But I still struggle to sleep at night
So many thoughts run through my head
Making me wish that I were dead
I know I say I'm better but I'm really not
The dark still consumes my every thought
Drives me to put lines on my skin
Hoping that it'll heal me within
Can you believe a smile can hide so much?
It subsides the pain, but it's never enough.
Cause my nights are filled with agonizing tears
That have been held back for so many years.
Is been so long since I've been loved.
So I guess maybe I'm not alone.
