Kellin's POV
Suddenly my heart broke as I looked at the happy couple in front of me. I said to myself, "All of this time I planned, I'd be patient and you would love me again." I sighed continuing my monolouging. "You'd come to respect my mind and at last you could love me again." I saw Vic walk over to the internship list and I was kind of sad as I lost my support. "And I have turned my whole world upside down trying not to let you go. Watching you walk away is like a fatal blow-".
Vic tapped me on the shoulder breaking me out of my little world. "What?" I said and he pointed to the list. I looked at it seeing my name at the very bottom. I got the internship!!!! "WOAH!" I said jumping up and down. "Is that my name up on that list? Does someone know that I exist? Is this a mistake? Am I even awake?" I turned to Vic and shook him. "Pinch me now and make sure..." I said, he complied pinching me as hard as he could. "OW!" I shouted in response.
"Yes! That's my name in black and white! Maybe I'm doing something right! Wow, I feel so much better than before!" I walked over to where Justin and Tony was who were lost in their own moment. "Oh, Justin?" He turned to me rolling his eyes in the process. "Sorry, I've been a pest, but I guess my best was not working with you." He went back to talking with Tony at this point but I wasn't done with my point.
"But looks like I've found a cure and I so look forward to working with you!" I said and he froze in his place as I held out my hand for him to shake. "What? Working with who?" He said, confused. I was feeling determined to somehow make him see that his engagement wasn't affecting me so I continued. "Hey remember when we spent spring break in the hot tub ev'ry night?" He tried to walk out of the courtyard with Tony but I just followed him.
"We said nothing else could ever feel so right? Well this might!" I said. Various people in the crowd shouted things like "Damn the shade", "Get Wrecked" and "Fuckkkkkk." I was on fire and it felt wonderful. "Seeing my name up on that list; that beats the first time that we kissed!" I said and he looked ashamed.
"You thought that I was dumb? Well, I think that somebody's judgement was poor! Seein' that name in black and white: is like makin' love with you all night...no, wait! It feels SO much better! Hello? Much better! It's OH-OH-OHH-OHHHH-OHHHHHHHHHH! Much better!" I said and the whole courtyard laughed but Justin looked downright pissed off. "Cause I am so much better than before!" I shouted in confidence.
I pointed to Tony and said, "Maybe he's what you prefer but hey, last year, I was him! Maybe you will change your mind, but you might look up to find I've gone on to better things; better jobs or bigger rings." By this time, Tony and Justin had left to go wherever. I noticed that Vic was standing off to the side and smiling at me. I smiled back at him and he laughed.
"I don't have the time to cry..." I walked over to the list and grabbed it off the wall and gave it like an awkward hug. "I'm too busy lovin' my name up on that list! Kind of a cool ironic twist! Who else can I tell? Ooh, wait! Where's my cell? Mom will fall on the floor...." I pulled my phone out and called my mom.
"Hey, Mom! Look at my name in black and white, your son's doing something right! And he feels so much better than before!" I said into the phone and my mom laughed and congratulated me. I hung up with her and proceeded to go into my internship dream. "I'll be there on Monday, Nine O'Clock then we will see who walks the walk. No, No I can't wait! I will be there at eight! When they unlock the door and I'll even dress in black and white! See, I have not begun to fight and you'll go."
Vic walked up behind me and said, "Much Better!" I laughed. "And soon y'all gonna know much better. That I am so much better." I said and Vic hugged me. "My Kellin is so much better than before." I smiled so wide at his comment.
AN:
SO IF WE WERE WATCHING THE MUSICAL THIS COMMENCES ACT 1 <3
I am so excited to get started on Act 2 which is where the murder trial and Kellic happens.
I love you! Happy New Year, I'm so proud of everyone who made it through 2015.
Bye!
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