#RevealingIdentity/smut
Xi Luhan Pov
Shit! Shit! Im crying, Why? Ano bang ginawa ko bakit ba ganito? Kamalasan nga naman, nakakatawa ano yung akala kong mahal na mahal ako hindi pala. Isang malaking sampal ang pinakita nya sakin. Di ko namalayang nakayakap ako sa kanya. Habang siya naman pinapat ang ulo ko para akong batang hinahalina
"Tahan na Lulu Im not gonna leave you alone again please comeback to me". Dapat ko ba talaga syang bigyan ng pangalawang pagkakataon?
"If your not ready I'll wait but please just let me."
Then he leaves the room cause I said to him to leave.
Ayaw ko naman sanang bigyan eh kaso nga lang everyone deserve a second chance right? Did you get it guys? Me and Sehun? Were dating. He said that he's willing to heal me just to forget the scars about Kris. Even though I know he's hurt.
"Hi Lulu babes kamusta na?" Nakakagulat naman tong lalaking to. Nandito kami sa office. Kasama ko si Baek at panay tingin ng masama kay Sehun. Ito namang isa patay malisya lang parang walang nangyari samen.
"Oy anong ginagawa mo dito? Wala kabang kompanyang sarili!! Busy kami ng hyung mo kaya pwede umalis ka dito Sehun!" Tignan ko lang silang dalawa I know Baek doesn't mean that I can see in his eyes the regretion. While Sehun pain and obviously shock.
"Hmm ganon ba? Sorry to disturbing you both sige mauuna nako Luhan hyung mauuna nako. Sorry ulit Baekhyun hyung Sorry. " I know that sorry has double meaning.
Pagkalabas na pagkalabas ni Se tignan ko si Baekhyun hinawakan niya yung bibig nya at parang maluluha sakto namang bumukas ang pintuan at tumambad ang isang Yoda ay este si Chanyeol pala.
"Ba- Babe why are you crying?" Yung malaking ngiti niya kanina napawi bigla nung nakita niyang naluluha si Baek. I know he doesn't want this dating thingy and being close with Sehun again. Im not questioning that cause I know the reason but they dont know that I know.
Lumabas ako ng ofgice ko just to unwhine gusto ko na atang umuwi ngayon parang tinatamad na kasi ako eh. Aish! Uuwi muna ako sa bahay tapos ko naman na ang lahat.
After of 20mins drive. Nakarating din ako sa bahay grabe naman kasi ang layo naman ng bahay na to ito yung bahay kung san nya ako iniwan dati.
Nagulat ako ng biglang may kumaluskos sa taas kaya dahan dahan akong umakyat at sumilip sa naka awang na space sa pinto nagulat ako sa nakita ko ang isang Sehun na umiiyak.
Somewhat in my heart began to feel pain. But I need to pretend that I dont know everything Even I already know
Nagulat ako ng bigla siyang magwala literal na nagwala ha.
"Fuck! BAKIT ANG TANGA TANGA MO SEHUN! LAHAT SINIRA MO KAIBIGAN MO SARILI MO PATI NA RIN ANG PAGMAMAHAL MO SA KANYA! BAKIT KASI DI NIYA AKO MAALALA!" Ako ba yon? Pinapanuod ko lang siya habang nagwawala sa loob naawa ako sa kanya gusto ko siyang yakapin at halikan katulad noon. Oo mahal ko pa rin siya hanggang ngayon kasi yon ang nararamdaman ko simula ng maalala ko lahat pero ang sakit eh ang sakit din pala dahil nawala ang anak ko at iniwan niya ako.
"What are you doing here?"
Natauhan ako ng narinig ko ang tanong nya I froze and i dont know what to do. Nakatingin lang siya sakin hindi ko masabi kung malungkot o masaya siyang nandito ako kasi wala akong emotion sa muka niya. Pero pinilit ko pa ding gumawa uli ng dahilan.
"Pagmalungkot kasi ako dito lang pumunta dahil sabi nila sakin dati dito daw ang pinakamasaya sa buhay ko kaya kahit di ko maalala ang nakaraan pumupunta pa din ako dito kasi feeling ko sobrang saya ko dito" pagdadahilan ko sa kanya pero nagulat ako ng npatingin ako sa kanyang naka smirk. Uh-oh I know that smirk. No no!
"Ah Se maybe I should go now." Please just say yes and goodbye.
"Dont tell me sinusundan mo ko?" He ask pero naka fluster parin sa muka niya yung gusto niyang gawin. He wants to fuck me look.
"Hindi ha! Why would I do that?" Luhan calm your ass malandi ka din pota.
He come closer to me then grab my slender waist just to become closer with his body. I dont know what to do. My nerves are alive and my blood become hotter than I expected.
"I fucking want you Lu. I dont know kung ano ba talaga ginagawa mo sakin para mabaliw ako sayo masyado." Sinasabi niya sa tapat ng bibig ko. Naamoy ko yung fresh mint breath niya. Pempem please relax!
"Do you want me to take you in paradise? Say yes and I will" Luhan calm yourself he's seducing you.
Sasagutin ko sana siya ng bigla niya akong hinalikan passionately di ko namamalayang sumasagot na ako sa mga halik niya. He's hand roaming around hindi ko namamalayang tinatanggal niya na yung pang itaas ko hinihimas niya yung likod ko ng dahan dahan I can't help it to moan.
"Your moan is like music to my ears I want yo hear more."
He's good at this I cant feel my knees already its like Im in cloud9, I cant breath he kissed me hard Im getting turn on my buddy wants to let go with my pants. I want to suck his dick until he cum and I want his cock inside in my hole and be one in climax. Where in the senario of getting naked and being wild I held his buddy and start to move up and down I can hear his groan I dont know but his buddy is bigger than I expected Im being tempted to suck hard his dick so I did I started with the tip of his cock I experimented lick and suck the tip Im being enjoyed when his precum is flowing on the tip I glance to him and I sense that he likes it so much cause his both eyes are both close and his mouth was half open so I decided to make it delicious and be satisfy him I lick every nerves on his cock and I suck his balls Im suprise when he grab my wrist and kiss harder he stroke my buddy and I love it so much I moan and moan again until I feel my cock has started to twich and I know I will cum he's good really good.
We do our jobs to each other I know I will not regret this I love Sehun. So much
After many rounds we have done we rest while cuddling to each other.
"This is the best day of mine I love you Luhan" I just close my eyes and suddenly I feel my tears ran on my eyes Thats the word I want to hear. I dont answer him I just smile since nakatalikod ako sa kanya hindi niya kita mas hinigpitan nya ang pagkakayakap niya sakin yung parang ayaw nya akong mawala.
Nakaranig ako ng mahinang hilik napatingin ako sa kanya at feeling ko parang bagong honeymoon kami I gently and carefully remove his hands in my waist and start to pick my clothes on the floor. Before I close the door tinignan ko ulit siya.
"I Love you still Sehun but Im sorry" I wrote in sticky note atsaka ko to dinikit sa may salamin ng kwarto atsaka ako lumabas at nagdrive pauwi.
I still love you Sehun,I really do but I need to go far away from you cause I know this doens't work out.
