#ArtofMiserable
Oh Sehun
Last night was the best night ever after all of the miserable moments in my life. I wish hindi ito yung huli. I was a bout to cuddle him pero nagulat ako ng bakit parang wala siya dito sa tabi ko pinilit kong dumilat and I was right Luhan is not here in my side. Napabangon agad ako ng may makita akong sticky note.
"Shit" he loves me but he left me. Naligo agad ako at nagmamadaling pumuntang office niya. Hindi ko na hahayaang mawala nanaman siya sakin.
Nang makarating ako sa company niya I was rush to get empty elevator I know there something wrong pero sana di magkatotoo yung iniisip ko i dont want to lose him again. Not again!
Nang makapunta ako sa may pintuan I heard something Baekhyun hyung and Luhan hyung my loves.
"Where are you last night?" Napangiti ako sa tanong ni Baekhyun hyung na yon naalala ko kung paano namin inangkin ang mga sarili namin.
"Im in my happy house dont worry Baek c'mon just help me clean this I have flight remember?" Flight? Aalis siya? Akala ko ba mahal niya ako?
"Hyung you just can't run from him akala ko ba mahal na siya! Bakit aalis ka nanaman can you just stay here kung ayaw mo talaga siyang makalapit na sayo said it to him in the nice way! "
"Mahal ko siya Baek! Tang inang nararandaman ko to pero di kasi alam kong di magwowork to! I know about He and Irene Im investigate him I know he has a child and he was already marrued Baek for god sake! I was stupid to let him again to enter! " shit! Thats the only word I tell to myself. How did he know? How!
"What?"
"I know Baek this is the right thing to do just please let me go and move on all about him. " no Luhan. No
Dahil sa hindi ko nakayanan pa pumasok ako sa loob at nakita ko ang isang Luhan na basang basa ang muka kakaiyak and its me again. Again! I hate myself to see him like this but he's mine and mine alone.
"SEHUN!" Baek hyung shout in a shock. Hindi ko siya pinansin the only important now is Luhan. Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit na mahigpit yung hinding hindi ko talaga gugustuhing umalis iya sa tabi ko.
"Sehun what are you doing here ha? Please dont make it hard for me." He whispering while sobbing. Mas lalo kong niyakap siya. "NO! Luhan you dont know how miserable I am when you lost. Im get wasted and useless. My company get in complicated stage and I lost all my connections Im crazy just to find you. And now I finally found you Im not insane to let you go Again. I love you Luhan! Please dont do this. Please"
I know Im crying crying hard sobbing like a kid but I dont care. I dont care!
"Sehun do you really love me?"
"Yes hyung I love you. I love you!"
"Then let go of me. If you really love me you will give me space untill everything was fine."
"Everything was fine! Me and irene was already seperated and the progress of our divorce was already in the middle. My child was with me. Everything was going fine and It will fine if you just let me in again. Alam kong gago ako pero mas magihing gago ako kapag nawala ka nanaman sakin. Mahal kita Luhan mahal na mahal"
Hindi siya sumagot tinignan nya lang ako na parang d makapaniwala sa mga sinasabi ko sa kanya. Napatitig din ako sa kanya at d ko maiwasang di ko masabi na ang ganda ganda nya. Bakit ko ba siya sinayang noon? Bakit ba ang tanga tanga ko noon?
"I hate you! Why do you always wanted do this to me ha! Why Im still loving you Jerk! Why you always do hard for me. " he still love me? Do I hear rigth? He still love me! Hindi ko na siya pinatapos hinalikan ko siya. Sumagotvsiya sa halikan namin hanggang sa mapapahiga ko na siya ng biglang may nagdabog at nakita ko si Baek hyung na mukang papatay.
"HOY MGA WALANG HIYA KAYO BALAK NYO BANG GUMAWA NG LIVE PORN SA HARAP KO HA LANGYA NAMAN EH WALA DITO CHANNIE KO AT NAGPUNTA SA JAPAN LANGYA KAYONG DALAWA! GET A ROOM WILL YA! MAKAPAGLAGAY NA NGA LANG NG EYE LINER BWISET! NANGIIGET PA EH." At tuluyan na nga umalis si hyung at nakatinginan nalang kami ni Luhan habang natatawa.
"Iloveyou my dear."
"Iloveyoutoo Sehun"
