Thug Life

Chapter 6

Isis ***

I dropped the keys in the bowl and walked into the bathroom closing and locking the door behind me. I strip down and took a 30 minute shower.

Im going to show Handsome Harris im not to be fucked with. Im the last bitch who's going to be walked over. I cut the water off and got out.

Nisa had fell asleep trying to wait up for me. I couldn't believe her tonight. My bestfriend is acting stupid and I wanted to knock some sense into her.

I sat on the couch and pulled my knee's to my chest. I flicked on the TV and didn't really pay it any attention.

I wanted this best revenge and that was....To break Handsome Harris heart. I wanted to crush him and his twin brother...I was going to fake it til I make it. He thought he had some type of control over females...He doesn't even know what I have up my sleeve. I have tricks of my own. Handsome Harris will forever remember me.

The door opened and my mother came in. " Hey, sweetie what are you doing up ? " She asked. I didn't want to speak to any one. I looked down at my freshly pedicured toenails. I wanted to cry again. But what was that going to solve ?

" baby is everything okay ? Where is Nisa ? " She asked.

" Sleep "

" Did you two have a fight " I shook my head.

" No not really but I don't want to speak to her..or anyone " I say not looking up. She sat next to me.

" Well your going to talk to me and tell me whats wrong? What happened ? " I sighed.

'" We went to a party. Twin's party cause she begged me. I knew she liked one of the twins and i felt like she was being stupid. But I went cause she was my best friend. At the party she left me as soon as we got in and I just wondered around. i was in the hall and Handsome came in and kept making me feel weird flirting and so i ignored him we talked about our fathers cause he hasn't had one either. We had so much in common. He tried to kiss me and I walked away. For 20 minutes i hid in the corner. He came up and we started arguing because I wasn't acting like his normal groupie hoes and drooling over him chasing over him. He called me a stuck up bitch and said that's why I was a virgin and my mother had an boyfriend and was out and my best friend was with his twin about to be fucked and ducked. I slapped him and walked away after going ham on him. I found Nisa dry humping his twin on the dance floor with his hands all in her clothes...Why would she be so stupid ? Like whats people problem ? No one knows what NO means any more ? " I ask. She pulled me in closer to a hug and I rested my head on her chest.

" Baby Handsome and his twin Handsoap or whatever his name is " I laughed a little " Didn't have fathers to teach them to be a man. He's learning the hard way. Im not giving him excuses shit you should have slapped his ass two times One for him and his twin " I laughed " But they aint men and its going to take them longer to grow up and be...He sounds so much like your father is crazy " She says. " The want to be player. The controlling and thinking every girl has to want him..And I wish I was like you with your father. But I feel for his bullshit and hard. " She says

" Mom....I want to met my father " I say.

" Isis its n- "

" I hear you. You think its not an good idea. Well let me think for me once. I want to know " I say and turn and look at her. she smiled at me

" Im so jealous of you. I have the greatest daughter in the world. You stand up for your self " she says.

" Is that a yeah ? " I ask. I think handsome father is a crackhead or something. Maybe my father is a bum too but I want to see myself.