Love to Love Her (Ross Lynch Fanfic)

*Selfishness*

I woke up laying in Ross' arms when my alarm went off. His arm swung around and hit the annoying tone off. Ross and I had to wake up at 7:30 because I had to meet with my manager, Jonathan and the director at 2:30 today to talk about my movie. I put on some sweats, my Minnie Mouse jacket, keds and packed all my stuff in my suite case.

"Babe, do you want me to drive back since you drove us here?" I asked him while going down the elevator and to the car.

"No, it's alright, you barely slept all weekend. You need some rest."

"Are you sure Ross?"

"Yes, now get in the car. You need to be all rested for your meeting later." He responded with a smirk on his face.

"Hey, thanks so much for this weekend. It was amazing." I told him while leaning over and giving him a quick kiss before he started the car.

"No problem, I'd do anything for you."

"I love you Ross.

"I love you too Christine.

Ross held out his hand and grabbed mine tighly, intertwining our fingers. Before I knew it, I had fell asleep still holding his hand and stayed that way almost the whole way home.

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"Hey babe, wake up." Ross whispered while shaking my shoulder. I looked up at the time and it was only about 12:30 P.M. I still had a good hour and a half until I had to be there.

"Hey Ross? Will you stay with me for a bit?"

"Sure, I'll stay with you as long as you need me to." He explained while opening up the car door and carrying me up to my room. When we got up to my room, he laid me down on my bed and walked bacl down stairs to get my bags for me, but before he even back upstairs I was out like a light.

When he noticed I was asleep, he carfully crawled in bed next to me and wrapped me in his arms. He turned on the T.V and I could hear him watching hockey. Of course. He was twirling my hair in his fingers. I loved when he did that, it made me relax.

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A good 45 minutes passed until Ross woke me up.

"Babe, you've got to get up unless you want to be late for you're meeting."

"Ugh. I wish I could just stay like this forever with you" I said rolling over and covering my face with my blanket.

"I do too, I promise I will come see you tonight after your meeting and we can talk and cuddle all night, okay? Now go get ready!"

I got up, quickly got changed and did my hair and makeup. Ross offered to drive me and I obviously couldn't resist. After he dropped me off, he went back to his house to unpack and see his family.When we reached my managers office building, Ross got out of the car and around to my side, opened my door, kissed me goodbye and wished me luck.

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Once I got up to Jonathan's office, I sat down and talked to him and the director about my role. It didn't take too long, maybe about half an hour at the most. They just needed to explained to me the details and give me the script.

"So, you will be staying in Australia for about 6 months. Some scenes will be filmed in Europe, but a majority of it will be filmed in Australia."

6 months? All I could think off is Ross. We were just away from each other for 2 months. I can't even imagine being away from him for 6! The worst part.. I have to do it. It's my job. But I know I'm going to miss him a lot.

Now I have to find a way to tell him.

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"By the way, you will be working with Steven R McQueen on this movie. You will be living in a hotel condo for the time in Australia with Steven and and few other cast mates. We still aren't sure who will be playing the supporting roles but we will let you know soon."

So not only will I be away from Ross for 6 months, but I'll be living with another guy too?!

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As I was driving home, I was so nervous. I didn't know how to tell Ross. I couldn't stop thinking about what he'll do when I tell him.

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When I got home. I changed to more laid back clothes and called Ross to comeover. If I was going to tell him, I had to tell him now. About 20 minutes later, Ross knocked on my door and walked in my room. He had a box of pizza in his hand.

"Suprise! You hungry?" He asked with a smile.

"Yeah, thanks Ross." I said as we dug into the pizza. I turned on the TV and turned on E! Network. We sat on my bed and talked about everything together. I was really going to miss him. He also told me that I might not see him much this week because he has filming for Austin and Ally and R5 is working on their full album. Great. That just means less time with Ross. After he told me that I automatically had a change in attitude.

"Christine? What's wrong?" He seemed so worried, I didn't want to break it to him but I knew I had to.

I sighed. "So, I found out today that the movie will be filmed in Australia.... and parts of Europe...

I'll be gone for 6 months, and I'm leaving in 2 weeks.

"6 months Christine?! We've been away from each other for 2 months and right when I get back, you're going to leave?"

I could feel tears starting to run down my cheaks, and I still had to tell him about Steven.

"That's not all... I started."

"I'll be living with my co-star Steven.."

"Please tell me Steven is a girl.." He asked very sternly.

I looked up at him while tears continued dropping down my face. He hopped off my bed and backed away form me. I could see the hurt in his eyes, but I started to feel anger knowing that he's not supporting me or even happy for me.

"How could you be angry at me!? This is my job. I understood when you had to go on tour for 2 months. You toured all around America and Canada playing for thousands of pretty girls and meeting all of them! You didn't think I got jealous. Did you? Well I did. I stayed at home laying around in bed seeing all the photos of you with those girls kissing your cheek, you holding girls and other flirty stuff. But I knew you were doing what you loved to do and I knew that it was your job, so I didn't care!" I yelled while I started to bawl.

"What role does Steven

play? Your boyfriend? Huh? How many times are you going to kiss him?" He asked still yelling.

I paused. I didn't know what to say. Everything that came out of my mouth just made everything worse.

"Well?" He asked.

"He's my love interest. But that doesn't mean..." He cut me off.

"Don't tell me that it doesn't mean anything. Might I remind you how you and I fell in love?"

"I know we fell in love from working together, but I love you and I won't leave you for him Ross!"

He didn't answer me. I could just tell how mad he was.

"Just leave. I can't believe you right now."

He walked out slamming the door behind him. I ran back into my bed, covered my face in my pillow and cried until I had no more tears left. Literally.

I looked up from my pillows now covered in mascara, at a photo of us. I grabbed it and threw it across the room watching it smash to pieces.