So I decided to call Rydel, maybe she can help me make up my mind.
*Ring Ring*
"Hey Christine, how's Australia?"
"It's good.."
I guess she could sense something in my voice.
"You don't seem too stoked about it"
"Well im excited to be here, and to do the movie and all, but I miss Ross so much and... like Steven and I..."
"What happened with Steven and you?"
You can sense her worriedness in what I was about to say.
"Nothing bad that would effect Ross and I.. (I hope) but I'm afraid something might happen. He's such a flirt and he does it in a way were it reminds me of Ross. I'm keeping everything I have not to lead Steven on. Im just really scared. I honestly don't want to lose Ross he's already upset with me. I think I should quit the movie and go home. Im too paranoid about losing Ross to this movie. yeah thats what im going to do, im going to quit... ill start packing now.
"CHRISTINE STOP. You're going to stay where you are, you're going to do the movie, put on an outstanding performance like I know you can and finish this movie. If you just keep Ross on your mind I know you will do everything you can not to let anything come between you too. Just hang in there alright? Ross is fine, don't worry. He will probably call you later"
"uhhhh... Alright, you're right, I can do this. Thanks Rydel."
"No problem, hey listen I have to go to rehersals but ill talk to you later. Love yaa"
"Alright love you too, tell everyone I said hi. "
"Okay I will byeeee"
Rydel was right, I just have to keep my mind on Ross. I don't want Steven, I want Ross.
As I looked around the room I realized I still havent unpacked so I decided to unpack.
once I reached the end of my bag, I noticed something wrapped.
I opened it up and it was the photo of Ross and I kissing in front of the sunset. He must have got a new picture frame for it because last time I checked it was broken on my floor. I placed it next to my bed. It made me smile just thinking about him. I wanted to call him but im pretty sure he's still at band rehersals. I went to take a shower to kill time.
As I was in the shower I heard my phone ringing and I quickly got out I hopes of it being Ross.
Once I finally got out I signed of release knowing it was Ross calling me. So I answered it.
"Hey" I said just hoping him and I weren't going to fight.
"Hey.. I'm sorry Christine. I didn't mean to be a dick I just don't want to loose you and my jealously is just kicking over me and it's just causing me to...
"Ross, stop it's ok trust me I understand. I'm sure I'd be thee same if I was in your position. Just please try not to worry so much. I don't want this constant fighting with you it hurts. "
"I know, me neither I want this too work, and it will I promise I'll make it work. I want you too have fun. I'll try to visit as much as I can."
I sigh in relief knowing Ross wants me to stay and make this work.
"Yeah I'd love it if you visited, all of you for that matter, that'd be Really fun. And you wouldn't believe how beautiful it is here, you'd love it. I want this to be our bed when I come home." After I said that I realized i said "our" not thinking clearly knowing Ross and I haven't even talked about moving in together. I was so scared at what he was going to say next I quickly made up and excuse to get off the phone.
"Hey babe listen, I'm still extremely jet lagged and still wanna sleep so I think I'm going to head to bed."
"Ok babe, I love you so much don't forget that." He said so sincere.
"I love you too, with all my heart." I replied only realizing how much I honestly miss him already.
"Ok bye, oh and babe we are done talking about this bed deal!" He said with obvious flirting behind it knowing he has a huge smirk across his face.
I just signed Into the phone. "Okay bye, I love you!" and with that I ended the call jumped back into bed.
I lay there for a while just thinking about living with Ross and spending each day waking up next to him. And the thought out that gives me butterflies. I can't screw this up between him and I. I'm not going to let anything or anyone come between what Ross and I have. I love him more than anything and that's that.
I soon drifted into a nice sleep on my bed that felt like a cloud.
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So understand I literally haven't updated in over a year, but I completely forgot about this until recently and I decided to start writing again. I'm not the best writer but I'm trying.
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