Love to Love Her (Ross Lynch Fanfic)

*The Worry*

The next morning I woke up feeling terrible, my eyes were all puffy and I just didn't want to get out of bed.

*ring ring*

"Hey mom"

"Hey honey we are going to be staying at aunt Kathy's beach house for the next week, we Will be back before you leave. We are so proud of you honey for getting this movie role, I'm sure Ross will keep you company"

"Yeah I'm sure he will" I said in a snobby tone.

"Alright well we are about to go on the boat ill talk to you later, love you"

"Love you too"

I put my phone next to my bed and I just went back to sleep I just felt terrible. I don't want I do anything or see anyone.

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4 days later.

I haven't heard from Ross. I talked to Rydel a lot she told me Ross hasn't been too happy. But he won't tell her why he's upset. I've stayed in bed this whole time reading my script only getting up to eat or use the bathroom. I haven't left my house.

I woke up today not feeling too good. I ran over to the bathroom and puked. I puked yesterday morning too. I only puke in the morning, my period is late 3 days. I keep having thoughts that I'm pregnant but I cant be, I'm 17. I have a career, a movie. I'm worried but I'm still not sure. I keep thinking to call Ross but I don't know what to say.

I decided I should call him. I'm sitting next to the toilet just puking and I need him, if I'm pregnant he needs to know. I need to know. So I called him.

"Hey." He said kind of worried of what I was to say.

"Hey" I guess he could tell I was sick.

"Are you feeling alright" he asked really worried.

"Are you alone?" I asked seriously

"Yeah I'm just in bed Ryland's not in the room, why"

I could tell he had just sat up from the way his voice projected.

"Ross...

I paused

"When we did it, did you use a condom?"

He didn't reply

"Ross?"

"Yeah I'm here, ugh I don't know, i dont think so.. aren't you on birth control?" He asked

"Yeah, but there's only like a 99% chance of it being effective."

"Are you... Are you pregnant" he asked with worry

"I'm not sure, Im 3 days late on my period and I've had morning sickness yesterday morning and this morning. Can you come over and being me a pregnancy test? Please. I need you Ross."

"Yeah ill be over soon"

"Thank you, and please don't tell anyone yet." I told him.

"I wasn't planning on it, I'll be over soon... And Christine.."

"Yes.."

"I love you.."

I didn't say anything for a good 2 seconds, I sighed but I don't think he heard.

"I love you too" I replied.

I didn't know what to do, I felt terrible. So I decided to just take a shower. I sat on the ground and just sat there with the hot water pouring on my back.

Ross' POV:

So many thoughts are running through my mind. What if she is pregnant. What will we do. She's 17 I'm 17. I've had thoughts of her and I being parents together. I plan on her and I being parents. Just not now. I want us to be married, or at least 24. I could lose my job, I'm a Disney star I can't be a dad. And Christine.. Her movie. My mind is just out of control.

I storm out my house and head to the store. Before I go in I put on a hat and glasses so people won't recognize me. I run back to the pharmacy section and look for the pregnancy test. There's so many so I just get one of each. I go to check out and the guy looks at me funny, but continues to scan them. Once the guy finished I rushed out and headed to Christine's.

I let my self in and I ran upstairs only to walk into her room and stepping on glass (luckily I had shoes on). I look down only to see a photo of her and i at the beach kissing in front of the sunset. Looking at that smashed on the ground just makes me hurt inside knowing how much in hurt her and how ridiculous I was being.

I heard the shower running so I walk into the bathroom and open the shower door, I see Christine sitting on the floor In a ball. I grab a towel and I turn off the water. I lean down and I wrap the towel around her. I carry Christine out to her bed and I grab her a jacket and some underwear.

She quickly changed and jumped into my arms. We just stayed like that hugging tightly.

"I'm sorry she said, I'm so sorry, I won't do the movie if you don't want me to, I just need you, I love you"

I sighed in happiness knowing he still loves me after what I've done.

"You have no reason to be sorry, I'm the one who should be sorry... I am sorry, I was just being selfish. I can't let you turn down this movie role. I don't think I can live with myself knowing I'm the reason you turned this movie down, I'm going to have to put my jealousy aside for you. I love you with all my heart I really do."

"Well if I'm pregnant I don't think I can do the movie" she said as she started to sob harder into my shoulder.

"Why don't you take the test" I said handing her the bag.

She took the bags as she headed towards the bathroom but I grabbed her hand and pulled her back to me.

As I looked her in her eyes and wiped her tears away I said.

"Babe no matter what I love you, and we can get through this together"

I leaned down and kissed her.

A small smile pierced onto her face.

Christine's POV:

I walk into the bathroom and take the pregnancy test that I see on TV all the time. I say on the toilet and peed onto the stick. I looked at the box and it said it took 5 minutes to process the results.

I'm sitting on the toilet and my nerves are shaking all over. I started to feel queasy, I quickly sat up and I opene the toilet kid and started to puke. Ross must've heard me because he rushed to my side. He's rubbing my back and holding my hair out of my face.

I was so happy that he was here helping me. I don't know what I would've done without him..

Once I stopped puking I realized it was time to check the test. I felt Ross wrap his arms around me and lifted me up. I reached over to the counter and picked up the pregnancy stick.

What I read couldn't be right. I just stood there shocked. A tear slipped down my cheek.

"Babe.. What does it say?" He asked in a worried tone.

"It says.. I'm pregnant."

I sobbed into Ross' chest and he just carried me to my bed where him and I just laid. I think he might have let out a few tears himself.

"This can't be happening." I said.

"We will get through it."

"Can we not tell anyone.. Or at least not yet I just don't think I'm ready to face everyone I just let down." I started to sob even harder.

"Babe you won't let anyone down. Everyone will still love you no matter what. I still love you. That's all that matters. And we can wait as long as you want, I'll stick by you"

He leaned down and kissed my head and twisted my hair in his fingers.

We both fell asleep after a few hours.