Amy's Pov---
It Hurt. i knew it was going to happen but it still hurts. i looked at gerards watch, 5AM, its.... 1pm in scotland. i quietly as i could got up with out waking anyone, gerard stirred alittle in his sleep but that was it. i jumped over Ray and Bobs legs as they were sleeping agaisnt the wall and walked out of the room. i continued until i reached the waiting room that was stacked with chairs and tables littered with out of date magazines, i saw a few people with cameras, probably some heartless paparazzi for the band. i sighed and walked past them and sat in the corner of the room. i got out gerards phone (i know i took it without permission but im sure he wont mind!) and dialled my best friends number. it rang for about 20 seconds until my friend picked up.
"hello?" she asked her strong english accent asked through the phone, i smiled. i always feel better when im with my friends or when im talking to them.
"hey courtney its me" i smiled, i heard courtney shush everyone and squeel.
"Amy!!! hows big cali then?" she asked, i smiled and played with the hem of my top.
"its awesome! guess who im realated to?" i teased, i knew she was a big mcr fan so she'll probably scream when i tell her.
"who! who! who!" she almost screamed down the phone, i laughed.
"ok, promise you wont scream" i asked her
"no promises" she laughed, i sighed but smiled.
"ok, Gerard and Mikey Way" as soon as i said it i pulled the phone away from my ear but i could still hear her screaming.
"NO EFING WAY!!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!" she screamed, i laughed and put my phone back to my ear when she shut up.
"im not kidding and please stop screaming" i laughed, i heard her take a deep breath.
"ok im okay now." she said and i could see her goofy smile in my head.
"so hows school?" i teased. it should be 1 there and its a tuesday so... they'll be on there lunch break now.
"crappy... two minutes let me put you on loud speaker" she replied. there was a rummaging noise then i heard more voices. "Amy you are on loud speaker please do not swear" she said taking the mick out of divina mccall in big brother. i heard a chorus of all my pals saying hi, hey or fuck off. i have a love hate realationship with alot of my friends.
"hey guys, love you to michael" i smiled, michael was the one who told me to fuck off.
"Amy, so hows US of A?" alicia asked, i smiled.
"its cool, im realated to gerard way! and did you hear about him?" i asked.
"no! is he ok!" courtney shouted, thankfully it wasnt as loud because she wasnt directly shouting at the phone.
"he has cancer aswell, they done a press conference today and he collapsed" i told them, courtney and alicia gasped.
"but! but... ill cry if he dies!" courtney shouted.
"so will alot of other fans and i will aswell" if he dies first. i was starting to feel dizzy.
"so amy, hows... the C word?" JAM asked, i sighed.
"my head hurts... alot. but its probably nothing" i sighed rubbing my temples.
"tell Lori or someone" Richie my cousin ordered, i nodded.
"i will, ill see you guys later ok? have fun! hope you get loads of homework!" i smiled, there was about 20 grumbles and 10 laughs (yes i have alot of friends) there was a chorus of byes.
"love you guys!" i shouted and then i hung up. i sighed and stood up, everything was blurry. oh shit! that cant be good! i let out a squeek of pain and some of the paparazzi turned to me, i smiled sheepishly before wonkily walking away (AN: is wonkily even a word?). i continued until i couldnt take it and i collapsed, i felt someone stop me from banging my head. i slowly opened my eyes and a scared looking gerard was standing over me. paparazzi were taking loads of pictures and the flashes were hurting my eyes and giving me a headache.
"turn thoose fucking camera off! cant you see that its hurting her!" gerard screamed, the flashes stopped and the last thing i saw was gerards concerned frightened face before the world went black....
i woke up and my dead gran was smiling down at me, she looked just as i had remembered her just younger.
"hey, welcome to heaven" she smiled. i smiled as she stuck she hand out. i happilly accepted and then i felt my body go limp and i was bliss.
Gerards pov---
"amy?" i asked, she had gone limp in my arms. i checked her neck for a pulse. nothing. i blinked. no... she cant die.... she's too young. "amy!" i shouted shaking her alittle. the paparazzi all just stared some of them taking pictures without flashes. i felt the tears over flow and i hugged her limp body. i heard suffling and a gasp. i turned round and Lori and frank were there. Lori had her hand over her mouth but her eyes were filled with tears. she ran forward and hugged amy's now cold form. i just sad down against the wall as frank screamed at the papparazzi to leave. they all left and my vision clouded over with tears. i started to cry, someone had DIED in my arms, i felt like shit. she's to young! take me instead! some nurses where trying to take amy off of Lori but lori was screaming at them. frank whispered something into her ear and she nodded and let the nurses take her away. Lori sobbed into franks neck. i noticed my phone was on the floor, i picked it up and it started ringing.
"hello?" i asked, there was alot of noise in the back ground.
"hello? who's this?" an scottish accent asked.
"gerard way. Who's this?" i asked. the person started choking and there was laughter in the back ground.
"umm... hey.... where's amy?" she asked, i sighed and rubbed my forhead.
"amy... she's... she's gone..." i cried, the girl on the other end took in a sharp breath.
"your lieing!! she cant be gone!!! she cant!!" the girl screamed, i could hear the sadness in her voice. someone took the phone of her and i heard a click, i guess im on loud speaker, the background was more clearer and more silent.
"wheres amy?" another voice asked. i took in a shaky breath.
"she's... she's gone... she's dead. she died in my arms. i should have saved her. this is all my fucking fault!" i cried the people on the other end were silent i heard some people crying and an older voice ask why they were all crying.
"she's gone! she's fuckin gone! never comeing home!!" someone cried.
"right, gee. we'll let you go... bye" someone whispered down the phone. i nodded and clicked the hang up button. this sucks miserably...
why couldnt it be me?
as soon as im out of here i am doing my bucket list and then im leaving this place with a bang. take my word for it.
i am so not happy with this chapter!!! i thought it sucked, but i guess its a sad one... ok it IS a sad one. comment, vote and fan please :D :D well do whateva u want actually!
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