Cancer : A MCR Story

Chapter 7

Gerard's pov---

i sighed. after two weeks of chemo im finally alowed out. im fully bald so that sucks but i have under estimated hats. im on the plane right now with the guys and my family plus amy's family that was on holiday. were traveling to scotland for her funeral. im not looking forward to it. i still blame myself for it, i should have asked where she was going when she got up but instead i was a lazy dick and went to sleep again. Lori's been depressed since Amy's death. i met there brother rick, he's cool but he's a jock so were completely different but we do still get along. we also met amy's parents, they wernt very pleased with frank, i think its because of how childish he can be. they like mikey but i think thats cause of how boring he is.

after a few days it was Amy's funeral, there was a few people her age and i talked to a few of them, turns out they were the last people she spoke to. half way in we were to give our respects. Lori walked in front of the small coffin and sighed.

"Amy. thats probably the best way to desribe her, she was Amy. She was always happy and she wouldnt let anything get in her way not even cancer.... she was the best little sister anyone could ask for. and i think this song decribes how i felt about amy." Lori sighed and nodded to her friend who was at a cd player, she clicked play and i instantly knew the song, Sum 41 - With Me. Lori took a dep breath and began to sing, she had a beautiful voice.

"I don't want this moment to ever end,

Where everything's nothing without you.

I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile,

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I've made my mistakes.

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.

I want you to know,

With everything I won't let this go.

These words are my heart and soul.

I'll hold on to this moment, you know,

As I bleed my heart out to show,

And I won't let go.

Thoughts read, unspoken, forever in vow,

And pieces of memories fall to the ground.

I know what I didn't have, so I won't let this go,

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,

With nowhere to go, have come to an end.

I want you to know,

With everything I won't let this go.

These words are my heart and soul.

I'll hold on to this moment, you know,

As I bleed my heart out to show,

And I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,

When you don't know what you're looking to find.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,

When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end,