Anorexia is hard. It's hard to look in the mirror and feel worthless. There is only one person in the world who has ever made me believe that i am beautiful, and i've never met that person. Sometimes i hate the internet. I feel like the world would be so much more simple without all this crap. Without the media telling me how i am meant to look. Without falling in love with a person you don't know. I wonder if i am actually insane...or just..weird. I don't know what to do. screw it..
