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Hey people, BrynnC here. I just wanted to let you know that this chapter will probably will be boring since James is stuck underground. Well, I just hope you guys stick to this book. Enjoy.

JAMES POV

  I was stuck in here until she was back. I groaned...I was already missing her, wanting to kiss her, smell her, and breath the same air with her. But no, she stuck me in here, of course for my own good, but still. This place was boring without her, I wish I could get out and run.

I thought of my relationship with her. Sometimes I wasn't even sure of who I was anymore. Sometimes I felt the need to kill someone or torture them just so I could carry on with my reputation and satisfy the monster in me and most times, I felt human again...but it only happens when I'm with Ginger. I know how cheesy it might sound but seriously...that's how it is. Emily goes through my mind every other day and at times I feel like I'm cheating on her with Ginger...like our past relationship doesn't exist anymore because she was killed.... Trust me, Ginger's not the only one getting pressured by consequences. I've got friends from Ohio....I left them behind without any information as to where I was going. I did that for a reason. I wanted a new life, a fresh start, to get away from all the horrible shit I had done/caused. But ofcourse...I ended up starting again. I've been called a jerk by too many people and of course I know I'm one...but I only became a jerk out of anger and self-pity....

 I had inherited my parents money after their deaths and believe me, its a lot of money. My dad being a chemical engineer and my mum, a neurologist. I don't even have to work as long as I don't squander my cash on useless items. But I still wanted to work, mold my life and choose a career. I've been living a careless life....nothing really seemed important to me after my humanity was taken. I burnt all the memories of my human life before I left...except my mother's picture. I blame my father for the turn of events. The nights he would abuse my mother, hit her and call her names were one of the worst parts of my human life. He eventually killed her during an outburst over my grades. He blamed my mother, the one who was tutoring me....and he shot her once in the chest. The gunshot rang through my ears that day....I ended up jumping out of my window and running into the woods behind my friends' house. That was where I met Jane....waiting for me. After she sucked the life out of me, she was too full to remember how powerful newborns were. I killed her easily..on the spot and went straight for my dad..................

Enough. Enough of my past. My future is looking brighter. Weeks before finals, Ginger had helped me study or rather, convinced me to. I had been to school but there were a few things I didn't remember. We'd hang out at night, in a high tree...studying. She loved the trees mostly because she was one of the few werewolves that could climb and because of the view.....Ginger was very fun to be around....she'd make up the dumbest jokes and we'd both laugh about them. Sometimes, it hurt to watch her walk into school or any building because of other pairs of eyes lustfully staring at her. It takes a ton of will power for me to avoid causing a scene. I was protective but I made sure I didn't over do it. I know knew how her life was....I had been honest with her the night she was at my house and I was glad she returned the favor. She'd shared some of her past and her plans for the future. She also seemed to have a way of knowing if she was being lied to. She said her mum had taught her.... I would love for our relationship to go far because she was worth it.........

I paced around downstairs. I already read two books, some magazines etc out of boredom. I found a book on the shelf. It was titled Twilight. 

I had heard too much about this book and how it gave vampires a bad name. Sparkling vampires? Even talking about it made me disgusted. The guy was definately not a vampire. Then the Bella chick...ha, she would have died immediately she moved..