My Past My Present My Future

from one state to another

As I said I moved here to Virginia and me my husband and four of my kids and five grandkids moved from Philadelphia to Virginia about a year and a half ago and I know that was the best decision we all ever could have made because before we left my life and my marriage and my drinking was totally out of control.We had gotten evicted me and my husband and my two kids and we moved in with my daughter who had five kids of her own but I'm so grateful that she took us in and made room for us.It was still very hard because not only was I drinking again but my husband never stop from the first day we met even when I wasn't drinking all them years I was still around it every day but it never really bothered me until two yrs after my mom passed and I just couldn't cope or deal with life and all the pain in my heart that all the therapy in the world couldn't cure I knew then and know now that my help cometh from God and only God prayer and therapy like father Son and Holy ghost could help me and believe me I leaned on all because I learned from past experiences that you can't cover up old wounds you have to get to the cause of the wound the cause of the hurts and the pain.Well not only was I going through I got to see my daughter I moved in with what she was going through raising five kids as a single mom I used to help her when I had my own but living with her I got to see her struggle and hurts and pain and I learned that she also suffered with major depression too.So as you see this was a journey of pain and hurts and growth and surrendering all you got to make it to where ever it is this path goes and as we all found out that path led us to another whole state we knew nothing about but we surely was about to find out.