iKon Imagines [ REQUEST ]

I might be the One - Hanbin

1 years 3 months ago. 

Your pov. (Your name here is Lana ) .

After the awesome performance that me and hanbin just did, I walked out from the hall and going to somewhere only I Know. Kidding, here I am at the park sat down on this comfy bench ,not that comfy actually.

I looked up, looking at the shining stars just like my pretty necklace.

Necklace.

Last gift from him.

Hmm.. I missed him.

I wish he's here with me, sitting on this wooden bench and watching the night sky together. Cuddling, talking, sharing.

Will I be happy again?

Hanbin came and sat besides me " hey Lana , what are you doing here?"

" I just need some fresh air " I smiled

" great performance just now Hanbin . We did it " I said it again

" yeah! Everyone seems into it " he said it again.

" yes " I said

" hey, what are you thinking?" he said and stare at me.

Since he's gone, my past boyfriend which had passed away . It has been 3 years since he's gone.

Hanbin , I just met him and he's a good friend of mine. We just known for like a 3months.

I'm thinking about him, jongin. Its hard for me to accepted a new person in my life, I don't know but I once made a promise to jongin saying that I will never ever love someone except for him. But ,he's gone. I must go through this feeling. This situation. I must.

Hanbin pov

I saw Lana sitting alone by herself. So, should I join her? Yes.

Mourn?

" no nothing.. " she smiled

She's not. Well by looking at her face you can tell that she's broke inside . I mean something wrong happened to her.

" let me guess, you broke up with your boyfriend. You're really sad. You came here to be healed, you want to become a different you. But after a while you realize, you can't heal what's inside. So now you are lost. You stare at the moon, thinking the moon is still there but.. why is he gone? How could it be this way? " I smiled and looked at her.

I just want to be there with her, I pretend not knowing her real stories. But actually I knew it. Her friend told me and order me to kept it quiet.

She's been like this ever since I met her, mourn sometimes she even cried silently. I saw it many times. I just didn't showed it. I scared she might not willing to accept me since I knew her real story.

She stare at me " I wasn't broke up with my boyfriend and I came here not to be healed actually. " she smiled

Then, tears streaming down her face " I was thinking about one guy. My boyfriend ,jongin . 3 years ago he died on a car crash when we are celebrating our sixth anniversary together as a couple. I wasn't exactly expecting something like this would happened. But it did, it happened. I missed him, and how can I heal my broken heart? I'm broke , inside. Something that inside me is missing . I came here, Korea because of my father. I am so sorry hanbin but I couldn't hold it anymore. Deep inside it hurts me. I hope you'll understand my situation. I just need to move on. " she cried.

I was speechless. I just don't know what to do. She's crying and .. I'm totally lost.

I knew she's gonna cried. Half of me felt hurts because of her tears. I can't bare to looked at her crying like this .