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Goodbye - Bobby(Sad version)

He's leaving in 3days from now and since today is Sunday which is the last day of our meeting together ,what I mean is that today is the last day that I could see him. And that is bobby ,my crush.

My 3 years crush , I don't know what I like about him , yes he's just a simple guy nothing special inside him or outside or everything. I just liked him , yes we talked , we're like a best friend. LIKE' best friend.

As I sat down on my chair and can't keep my eyes off him which makes me stressed about it. I tried to relax but his figure makes me want to looked at him more.

And our church service had started , I forgot about him for a while you know when you're in church your mind have to be focused on Him not someone else. Then I focused and let it set aside for a while.

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The service has finished and I sat down thinking about a confession. I'm about to confess to him , today. Yes it is today , right now. Since he's going to study for 2 years away from here , why not?

I stood up and I told him to have a picture together and after that " Hey? can we talk?" I said while nervous. In my life I've never confessed to anyone before and this is my first time.

He nodded and smile " Sure , what is it about?"

I played with my eyes and looked around trying to find a way to confess. I'm hopeless.

Hopelessssss .

" I um, you know we've known for a long time , and I think .." I stopped on my track .

He raised his brow " and?"

" I like you for 2 years , and let this be secret between us please . " I begged

he shocked at first and smiled
" okay"

I walked away from him and I can't believe what I just done . I didn't even had a chance to let him talked ,I just walked away after that . Stupid , should let him talked first.

never mind.

I got home and still thinking about the confession thing which made me happy at the same time I was curios.

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after 2 months , he came back because our church is having a Christmas party , so he came back to celebrate with us.
I walked into the room I saw him, he smiled while I'm having an awkward situation .

I waved " Hi welcome back !" and he smiled " Thanks !"

A W K W A R D

My heart beats fast like an idiot.
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As the party is coming to an end , we cleaned all the dirty stuffs and other thing that needed to be done.

I sat down on a stage alone while others are on the room cleaning some are wiping the floors. What I mean by some is that there's only 3 person with me on the hall.

Including him.

Thing were awkward between us after the incident that happened 2 months ago. I sat down quietly as he following me and sat 2 meter away from me. We just looked front and didn't talked.

I turned to him trying to break the silence " So, how's college?" I smiled

he looked at me " Mm, fun I guess? But it was a bit stressed " He laugh .

And that's all the conversation that I managed to handle . Screw me up.I stood up and finally everyone had finished their duty so we went back home .

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After few day had passed , I went out with my best friend, you know a little chit-chatting . So , we talked about life , people and friends. Lastly, we talked about crush. And I tell her about the confession thing and yes she was shocked at first then her face changed dark.

" You know , I don't want to tell you this but as a friend , I had to. " her face turned serious .

I half smiled " what is it? You make me curios." I chuckle

she sigh " Actually , bobby has been going out with some of our friends for 1 months before you confessed "

Wait what? They've been together for one month and at the same time I've confessed?

I half smiled " with who and who tell you this?"

" With mina , bobby told me not to tell anybody about this. Well , I'm sorry but you need to forget him. " She sigh . I know she tried to comfort me but it will not gonna work.

" Oh, okay . Its okay , never mind plus I think my feeling towards him getting less than before ." I chuckle " no worries . Lets go, its my treat."

we headed home and I lay down on my bed thinking about him . If only he could say that he's with someone else so that I don't have to confessed. Its my fault for walked away after confessing.

Hmm, crush.

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We were having a meeting at hall the next day and I saw bobby from a far and what gina said yesterday popped out in my mind

" actually , bobby has been going out with some of our friends for 1 months before you confessed"

My heart really hurt.

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While I was talking about what we're gonna talk today with Gina , he came to me " Oh you're here " He smiled .

I looked at him and fake smiled " yeah." and walked away.

My journey of falling for you stopped here. Lets just be friend that not too close. I miss you , bobby.

Goodbye.