I Give Up !

In my Mind .

It's a constant war between living or dieing. Some people want me here some don't, I know sure as hell I am one of those people who don't. I don't see reason for my life we are all just surrounded by hatred, no one is kind anymore that's hard to come by. All I ever do is mess up I feel as if no one even cares about my feelings. No one understands how hard it is for me to try to look happy all the time. I'm dieing inside waiting for someone in my family to realize I haven't been myself, to realize that I'm in terrible pain mentally and phisicly