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invisibility

The thing is when you feel invisible you start to actually believe you are. No one cares about you. You're just matter that takes up space.
As I sit in first period waiting for the bell to ring, the dumb jocks run in. Including Brock. They're chanting about the game tonight. Like are you kidding me, can't they save this shit for later? I plug my headphones in and "kid in love" blasts in my ears. I listen to this song way more than I should.
I feel a tap on my back. I turn around to see Brock handing me a flyer for a bonfire tonight after the game at his house. I shake my head and turn back around to change the song. He then pulls my ear bud out and laughs.
"What's your problem?"
"I don't have one."
"I was trying to talk to you, but I don't think you could hear me." He says with a smirk on his face
"What do you want Brock?"
"I wanted you to come to the game tonight."
"Why would I wanna come watch you guys play? I don't like football."
"You can support me. You know you're my good luck charm." He said with a wink. God why is he so seducing? He knows how to get what he wants.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." The bell rang and everyone started heading out of class. I grabbed my books and threw them in my bag. As I rushed to the door Brock pulled me by my waist into him.
"Please?" He whispered into my ear sending chills down my back.
"Let go." I tugged trying to get free from his grip. But it only made him pull me tighter.
"I'm not letting go until you say yes, and you know I can hold you like this all day." I was fed up with his shit but it's been awhile since he's held me like this. I forgot what it felt like to be in someone's embrace.
"Okay." I muttered. "I'll go. Just let me go." He loosened his grip a little bit but still held on to me.
"Okay. By the way, you look so beautiful!" He winked and walked out.
See the thing is I wish that I was invisible so no one could see how broken I am. So I couldn't see how broken I am.
I sit in the empty classroom for what feels like an hour, thinking about how I lost myself. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm sick of this shit. I hate myself. What's the point of life? I don't understand. Why was I created? My breathing fastens and next thing I know I'm laying on the floor holding my chest. I'm having an anxiety attack. I try to control my breathing, and take deep breaths. But nothing's working. I lay on the floor motionless.
I hear the door squeak open.
"Soph, are you in here?" I heard lex beckon.
"Lex" I squeaked
"Oh no, not again." She rushed to me putting my head in her lap and coached me through everything.
"Breath Sophia, breath." Now that I think about it Lex was a good friend. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her.

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