First time for everything

why..............

Its been a couple of days since me and. Dee walked in on selena and omg Miguel have i just been so wrapped up in my own life and problems tht i didnt even know
Tht i messed around with my best friends boy friend of three years how in the world

Miguel:hey

Now i know god damb well this nigga did not just txt me after tht omg

Me:tf you want nigga

Miguel: dang u gone do me like tht but nun wat u been up to

Me:idk go ask selena

Miguel:wat?

Me: y you aint tell me u was with selena for 3years at tht!!!!!???

Miguel:you aint ask me

Me:the fuxk u mean i aint ask you

Miguel:as in u didnt ask me u wasnt this mad wen. We did wat we did. And u did the same shit with some other dude i mean wats the problem

Me: man wtf tht got to do with the situation im tlkn about. And no i did not i lied and you know i wouldnt have done nun like tht if i new u was tlkn to her

Migue: i knew u was lyin dont worry bout tht

Me:fuck you

Miguel:already did

This boy got alot of nerves i cant believe he would eve text me after that but god i hate that im so infactuated with hm. Its mainly his unusual light Green eyes i luv so much naw lets stop think i not like that. Thats still yo best friends boy friend i need to tell her i know this gone kill her in tbe inside. I hate my self. For it no i cant tell her yet maybe i
just need to sleep on it