My Reckless Life}| s.p h.g {SLOWLY UPDATING}

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Skyler POV

"So how do you think Jess is gonna handle it when Sam tells her?" Taylor asked. 

"Wait, What do you mean 'how is Jess gonna handle it'?" I asked. 

-Skyler's Thoughts-

Oh No! Was I not suppose to tell Jess?? Well I needed a friend, and she's someone I can trust 

"Yea, Sam was suppose to tell her, wait you didn't tell her did you?" Taylor asked. 

I kept quiet and started playing with my fingers. 

"Okay so I might've told Jess, but here's the thing you didn't tell me not to tell her so it's both of our faults, so yea. Sorry babe love you?" I said. 

He looked at me with wide eyes then calmed down. 

"Okay so I'll admit it's both of our faults." He admitted, "But you're coming with me, right?" 

I looked at him like he had 10 heads, then said "Taylor, I still haven't made up my mind yet." 

"Oh right....well I know but I mean like have you decided yet?" Taylor questioned. 

"Oh well, No I haven't really thought about it. I mean I talked about it with Jess, and she said I should go but I don't know honestly. What about your fans? What do think your fans will say about me? What if they hate me? Taylor see I don't know what to do." I said, I huffed and started getting more stressed out than I already am. 

Taylor sat there and just listened to me and then he suggested,

"You should just stay here then. If you're that stressed out about it then I rather you stay here then come with me and worry every 5 seconds." 

I smiled and kissed him in the cheek and said, "Thank you for understanding". I layed back down with him and started watching a movie and cuddling. Then I started thinking a lot again. 

-Skyler's Thoughts- 
What if he cheats on me during tour? What if he finds someone better than me? Wait I don't even know how long he will be on tour for?!! 

"Tay?" I said. "Yea" He said. "How long are you gonna be on tour for?" I asked.

"Um I don't know honestly....it just depends on how many states we're going to." He said. 

"Oh." I sighed. "Hey! Don't worry! It's probably only going to be a month." Taylor said. 

"Oh yea only a month not seeing my boyfriend and I'm so not gonna be worried about him at all." I said sarcastically. 

I was honestly annoyed at this point, I just wanted to watch the movie and leave at this point. 

+Jess POV+

"I'm going on tour." Sam said. 

I shot back and got up from sitting on the coach and shouted, 

"What?! When?! When were you gonna tell me Sam?!!" 

"But listen," Sam calmed, "They said I can have a plus 1 and I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?" 

I stared at him like 'are you fucking crazy' look. I looked in those big brown eyes and saw someone that I wanted to be with for a while. I didn't know what to say. 

"It's only going to be for a month I promise!" Sam said. My eyes went wide.

"ONLY FOR A MONTH?! SAM I WON'T SEE YOU FOR A MONTH!!" I shouted.

"IMAGINE NOT SEEING YOUR GIRLFRIEND FOR A MONTH?!!" I screamed. At this point, I felt hot tears down my face. I can't believe this happening. 

"BUT THEY SAID I COULD BRING SOMEONE AND I WANNA BRING YOU!" Sam shouted. I jumped back because I've never seen Sam scream or shout before. I sat back down on the coach and started crying more and more. 

"When do you leave?" I calmed. "2 weeks." 

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME SAM!! YOUR LEAVING IN 2 WEEKS AND YOU'RE JUST TELLING ME THIS NOW?!!" I shouted. 

"I'M SORRY I JUST FOUND THIS OUT LAST NIGHT!" Sam shouted. I huffed and lean back into the coach, I started to calm down and my breathing started to slow down to it's regular beat again. 

"You know I need to think about this right?" I told Sam. 

"I know, and when you're ready to give me an answer, I'll be waiting." Sam sighed.