Hi okay so I did this in like the 5th grade and i'm just editing it A LOT OF IT so sorry if this is short or something thanks for reading :)))
Find Out More In "My Reckless Life"
I woke up to the most hurtful headache! I got up went downstairs and made eggs and bacon. I finish eating went up to my room, grab my clothes, went in the bathroom, got change, and was ready for school. Since all that went down yesterday, I had a few resources to call the school and clean my record and let me back in but I will have 2 weeks of detention.
Once I got done, I went outside and sat down on the steps and waited for my ride. DJ texted me earlier and asked if I needed a ride and I told him no it's fine I'll just meet him there. I saw a blue truck pull up in the driveway and I realize that it's not Cooper's car, it's Josh's car and I see Alyssa in the passenger seat and I smiled and walked toward the car and got in the car and we drove off to school.
AT SCHOOL
I walked through the hallways and noticed that everyone staring at me. I didn't care though. I heard someone running behind me and I turned around and realized it was my best friend from preschool.
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Hailey.
We ran towards each other falling on the ground, crying our eyes out. We stood up and looked at each other and hugged each other again.
"Oh my god what are you doing?! I thought you were in Boston still??" I exclaimed.
"Nope I came back for my senior year" She exclaimed. "And I can't wait to spend it with you."
"Oh my god yay this is so exciting!" I said. If you didn't know I'm a junior and Hailey over here is a senior. We went to the same preschool together but she moved to Boston and skipped to kindergarten and I never got to see her again until now.
I started walking again and headed towards my locker to grab my first and fourth period books and everyone was still staring at me. Hailey went her way to the office to find her classes and I'm so annoyed at the moment with everyone staring at me. Yes I beat the principal so fucking what? Like do you want a fucking cookie or something. ughh.
I rolled my eyes and walked to my class which was all the way downstairs and ugh I so don't wanna go. I sat down in my seat and waited for the rest of the class to come in.
Later during that day, lunch came around and today felt so slow and I just really not in the mood. I really feel like having a mental breakdown right now but I can't because then I'll start having a panic attack and then pass out and I'm not really tryna have that honestly. I sat with Cooper, DJ, Josh, Skyler and Alyssa but I was mostly quiet.
"Jess, you good?" Alyssa asked.
I shook my head like I zoned out and said, "Yea why?"
"I don't you look like your just really out of it." Alyssa said.
"Yea I agree." Skyler said.
"Guys I'm fine seriously!" I fake smiled. I can't tell them how I feel at the moment, I just really need to be alone.
SKIP LUNCH
Over all today I had 2 small mental breakdowns but I was able to handle myself at least and was able to get through the day. I walked out of the 2nd main entrance and started walking home.
As I was walking home I hear someone call my name.
"JESS!"
Huh? I turned around and saw Hailey. She ran towards me and linked arms with me.
"Hey girly, what's up?" Hailey said.
"Tired, had 2 mental breakdowns today and I'm just not in the mood today. Just really depressed right now." I sighed.
"Aww I'm sorry baby. Is there anyway I can help?" Hailey asked.
"No it's fine." I smiled. We continue to walk until someone stops, slams on their breaks and screams Haileys name. We turned and saw this guy in the driver's seat. I looked at her and she smiled and dragged me over to the car.
"Get in" She said.
I got in the back and said, "Sorry no offense or anything but who the hell are you?"
"My names Chris. I'm Hailey's boyfriend." He explained.
"Wait BOYFRIEND?!! Oh my god you never told me this! I get it you just showed up today and everything but you explaining you had a boyfriend would be nice though!" I exclaimed.
"Says the one who told me she's dating the hottest new kid in town, Sam Pottorff." She said coming back at me.
"Touche." I said. "But I also haven't seen you in years so."
"Well I'm here now okay? me and Chris are going to go get food do you wanna come with us?" Hailey asked.
"Uh depends, where?" I asked.
"Taco Bell." Chris said.
"Uh sure why not. I had a terrible day anyway and I need something to get off my mind anyway." I said.
"Alright taco bell it is!" Chris said. He blasted music in the car and I realize that he has his hand on Hailey's thigh and they smiled at each other and it reminded me of Sam. God I miss him. But i still don't wanna talk to him. Surprise he didn't talk to me in 6th period today.
SKIP TO TACO BELL
We were sitting at the table, talking and laughing and I missed hanging out with Hailey. After we were done eating I asked Chris if he could take me home and he said yea and we got in the car and drove off.
I got home and got in the shower, after that I got changed in my room. I heard the front door open and close and I knew that Sam was home. I threw on a shirt and a pair of shorts, when someone knocked on my door. I opened it and there he was.
"Hey can we talk?" Sam asked.
"Yea...sure." I said. He walked inside and I sat down in the chair by the desk as he sat on the bed.
"I understand you wanna break up with me-" Sam explained.
"Sam"
"And I understand you don't wanna go on tour with me-" Sam said.
"Sam!"
"But just know I love you okay and that your so important to me-" Sam said.
"SAM" I yelled.
"What?!" He yelled.
"I will go on tour with you." I smiled.
"wait really?" He asked.
"Yea, I will." I said.
"Okay great. Pack your bags we love in one week." He smiled. He walked out of the room and made a phone call and I layed down tucked myself under the bed and put on FRIENDS. Sam came back and we cuddled until we fell asleep.
