Cameron Dallas changed me

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Still Camerons POV

Fuck my life.

I've been waiting here for hours and still no word from the nurses for me allowing to see Lydia in her room. Man I hope she is okay, I can't believe my dumbass self crashed the car because I can't get my eyes off of her.

3 hours later.

One nurse comes out of a room. ' Cameron Dallas here for Lydia?'
I stood up walking towards the nurse and waited for her to say something.
She looks at her clipboard and she says slowly ' Lydia seems okay but she will have to be here for a few more hours so we can release her '

'Can I see her?' I ask.
' I'm afraid not sir'

Fuck I just wanna see her, I don't get why I can't see her.

I storm off quickly to the cafe where I just wait.

On Twitter I start a #PrayforLydia and all of my followers decide to start retweeting my tweet. I see a lot of paragraphs that my fans write for her. Some hate , most are nice.

I turn off my phone and I didn't notice but a tear fell from my eye. Before I  knew it I was crying my eyes out.

20 hours later....
I Waited for so long just to see Lydia, 20 hours straight without even sleeping. It's all worth it for my bby girl.

The nurse who had seen me in the cafe has been looking for me. I stood up and walked toward the nurse, she opened her mouth slowly and advised me to go to the 4th floor to room 421.

I thanked her and began to run towards the stairs.

I finally got the what I amuse is Lydia's room. I walked in and all I heard was just singing. I stood behind the curtains and listened to the voice. I realized that it was Lydia singing.

I paid attention to the lyrics and just stood there trying to figure the song out.

A minute into the song I heard Lydia sing the chorus.

Baby all I want is you, in the middle of the night got me thinking bout' you like. Baby all I want it you.. To one hundred I've been thinking, but I gotta say the truth. Girl it's 3, maybe 4 am, don't leave let me get with you. I know you don't wanna be alone girl, all I want it you...

She stopped singing and I looked into a crack where she couldn't see me but I could see her.

She waved goodbye and turned off the camera. Even if she's in the hospital she will still be singing for her followers. Wow , that's considered a singer who loves her fans.

I put some thought into it and decide to surprise her by getting Lydia a gig as our opening act for magcon that's coming up soon. I can't wait to tell her but I think I should stop thinking and get away from this curtain.

I walk around and look at her, I see stitches on her knuckles and a cast on her left leg.

WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!

I broke into tears, I couldn't stand seeing her like that. Just the thought that if I would have kept my eyes on the road I would have never crashed. This wouldn't happen if I wasn't so irresponsible.

Why couldn't it have been me?

I decided to walk towards Lydia and she moves to the side and taps the hospital bed without saying a word. I get onto the bed and I wrap my arm around her, she stays quiet and lays her head onto my chest.

Lydia lets out a big sigh. " I love you cam."
"I love you more baby girl. I'm so damn sorry this happened to you."
" cam?"
"Yes Lydia?"
" shut up" she says playfully.
" fine, just get some rest babe"

10 minutes later....

Within 10 minutes she falls asleep. I decide to just get out my phone and take a picture of us in the bed. I kissed her on her forehead.

I post it on all my social medias and just lie my phone down on the table next the the bed.

I just close my eyes and sing a little to Lydia. I decided to get some rest and fall asleep with Lydia in my arms tightly.