Cameron Dallas changed me

15 sucka.

Nash's POV

I woke up to quickly realize that Lydia and Cam are still sleeping, so I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and shower. I turn on the water and put my music on not too loud so i wouldn't wake up the two love birds. i took off my shirt and boxers and just jump into the cold water. The song that was playing was somewhat depressing so i my vibe went with it. Things in the past didn't go so well for me for with moments like this i just remember how dumb and painful it was and the harm i did to myself thinking that it would get better, which of course it didn't. i wash my hair and body. While washing off the soap from my arms i look and see the scars that were there. I sigh and think to myself; what did i do to myself, all this for what? Lydia? who doesn't even consider me anywhere near friends with benefits. wow, i mean i love her but i can't like her like that. She's with Cam, i can't do that to my best friend. I just said it, Cam is with her. I'm done i should have taken the chance when i had it. Whatever . I turn off the water and got my towel brushed my teeth and walked out to get my clothes from the room. I got my white tee and boxers with some black pants. I heard Lydia groan so i rushed to the bathroom since i was just in a towel that was wrapped around my waist. I threw on my boxers and pants.

 Lydia walked in and she just look beautiful, No stop Nash you can't. Just give it up now. I looked back at her and she smiled at me yawning a "Good morning Naaash" She let out a tiny sigh and i replied " Morning princess" i smiled and started to fix my hair, Lydia stood in front of the mirror with her messy hair. What the hell did thy do last night, i knew i heard some noises but they couldn't have done it two nights in a row. well cam does has game, wtf? what am i saying. I look at Lydia and she does something with her hair. It goes into a ball on top of her head and she wraps it around with a string thingy, i wouldn't know i'm just a guy. 

"Hey so i was thinking would you wanna hang some time, like go somewhere? Beach maybe?" i ask in a shy voice hoping not to get turn down. I waited for a reply from Lydia and she just stared at me through the mirror. It was silence until she finally said " Yea, i guess. when we get to LA we can go to venice beach with cam." i looked at her and said " i was thinking without cam, i wanna just hang like we used to before." she replied quickly with a nod, before she walked out she said "put on a shirt Nash" she chuckled and left the bath room.  I stood there for a moment and just smiled at the floor. I put on my shirt and put my socks on, i put on my high top vans that are black and white and walked out. i jumped onto my bed waiting for Lydia and Cameron to get ready to leave. 

***FLASH TOWARD TO CAR RIDE***

Lydia was driving while Me and Cameron were chilling in the back. I was on my phone when i got a text from Cam. I looked over and gave him a look that was like Seriously? I ignored it and he kicked me on my leg, i looked put and he mouth " look at your phone!" i looked back down at my phone and opened his text. 

CONVO WITH CAM

Cam- I'm taking Lydia to Disneyland. She doesn't know but i'm busy buying the tickets, tell all the boys to get ready and meet us over at our hotel so we can all leave as a group. 

Me- Fine, anything else?

Cam- yea. you alright bro?

Me- i'm fine, just didn't sleep well last night.

Cam- srry bro, that's on me.

Me- whatever.

END OF CONVO

I texted all the boys to meet us at the Hilton in 10 mins since we just need to exit, park, and check in. Me, Lydia, and Cam got our bags and went inside to walk over to the front desk. Cam got our room cards and we went to our room. Little did i know we got a suite until we got onto the 15th floor to run down the hall and open the door for all of us to starting running to which rooms we want.