My Dream Girl [MAJIM Fan Fic SERIES]

Jim's Insecurities

Mayim and Jim decided to officially take each other as their partner, yet, they had to keep it discreet for a while while she was still with Ryan to avoid making him furious and jealous with Jim. As she was discreetly going out with Jim, she did her best to disappoint and make Ryan mad at her often so that he would initiate the break up but then it failed. She also started rejecting his cuddles and stopped sleeping with him which largely annoyed him. This lead them into consecutive arguments and a cool off upon his request. He told her to get herself together before they start going out again and it gave Jim and Mayim hope. She thought that their plan worked already, the cool off is the start for them.

Jim and Mayim went to a resort to chill and spend sometime together. Little did she expect to see her friend in the resort making her feel a bit conscious.

"Mayim!" Emily greeted upon seeing her.

"Hey." She replied a bit stunned. Emily looked at Jim and looked back at Mayim. "Your boyfriend?" She asked. "Oh. No. Uhm... my secretary. We're just trying to do works far from the workplace to be able to think well for the company's next presentations. You know..." She answered defensively. Jim remained silent despite that he felt broken after she denied their relationship in front of him.

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As they went to their room, Mayim noticed the sadness in his eyes. "Hey." She called his attention. He smiled at her but she could still see the sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry a while back." She apologized. He knew he wasn't good at pretending.

"I'm sorry." She repeated and rested her hands on his shoulders. "Why didn't you tell her about us?" He asked.

"Jim..." She sighed. "I'm sorry. It's just that... She's Ryan's friend too and it would be risky to tell her." She explained. "Look. I need you to understand that this is just temporary. Soon enough... We can tell the world but for now, we have to keep this as a secret." She continued.

Jim started to feel insecurity after realizing how people thinks that she is still with Ryan and he is just her secretary. He may have his dream girl already but the sad part is, he can't even tell it to anyone neither can she tell to people that she's with her.

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Few weeks after the cool off, Mayim started being blatant in dating and going out with Jim, it was a few of the best times of their life. Ryan dated some other women as well making him less care about who Mayim is dating.

Jim and Mayim continued spending their times together for quite some time making them know each other a little bit more and fall for each other a little more harder. Thus, a relationship without arguments isn't a real relationship. They had a few arguments as well throughout their relationship but they tend to make it up and fix it right away. Few crucial argument they always have are Jim's fear of losing her and changing her mind about him and Mayim's incompetence when it comes to settling.

One time, Mayim shared to Jim how Ryan was trying to reconcile with her and how she rejected it. It threatened him a bit and lead them into a small argument.

"I'm just afraid that one day you'll wake up and realize that you don't love me anymore and you changed your mind." He confided. "Jim... Don't think that way, that's not gonna happen." She comforted him and held his hands.

"I'm with you, right? I chose to be with you. You're not gonna lose me. Okay?" She continued stroked his hands with her fingers. She initiated a hug to further comfort him. "I'm sorry. I just... I'm afraid to lose you. You're my dream girl. And now that we're together, I don't know if I can manage to lose you." He explained, she continued hugging him.

"I love you." She uttered as they broke from the hug whilst gazing at each other.

"Why don't we get married? Even a small one. What do you think?" He suggested randomly making her feel a bit uncomfortable as marriage was brought up.