You're my purpose, i need you.

9.

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-----2 weeks later-------

After another sleepless night of tossing and turning i woke up at the crack of dawn, i rubbed my tired sleepy eyes looked to my left and sighed, my baby girl still hasn't woken up.

i got down from the bed and kissed her forehead and whispered, "i'll be back soon princess, if you want to wake up while i'm gone please do"

i walked out of the room and out of the hospital, i started to walk to the nearest hotel which was Sheraton Cavalier Calgary Hotel, it wasn't 5 star but I'd do I only needed to freshen up and rent a room. Staying at the hospital wasn't working it was too uncomfy I needed a proper bed.

I walked in and was greeted by a half-naked girl behind the desk, ugh why do girls always come in my path in tryna change! I went up to the desk and tried to act serious and professional but I don't think it worked because she kept flirting with me and her eyes were full of lust. 

"Hey beautiful please can you book me in a room"
"Sure can baby, what room would you like?"
"The biggest one you have"
"But baby that's $100,000"
"That's no problem beautiful" I said with a wink

She booked the room and gave me the key I went up in the elevator to my room. I'm really scared of elevators it brings up my claustrophobia. I encouraged myself to go into the elevator when the ding sound occurred indicating it was here.

I walked in and held onto the bar really tightly that my knuckles were turning white from the force. I closed my eyes and took in deep breaths.

"Hello Justin you're such a pussy crying over being in an elevator!"

"Shut up!"

I clenched my head with my other hand and rocked on the balls on my feet.

"Hurry up, hurry up I need to get out of this hellhole"

Just then the elevator ding and the woman in the speaker spoke telling me we had arrived, I let out a breath and walked to room 876 it was on the last floor.

I put the key card in the slot and waited for it to turn green once it had I opened the door and immediately flopped down on the bed.

A few minutes later I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower and did my business so I could go back and see my baby girl.

—•—•—•—
I woke up to a white blinding light all around me, where am I? Who am I? Why am I here? So many questions were floating around in my head and i had no way of answering them. I stared to walk a bit faster until I came to a beautiful, green, lush meadow with flowers growing through it and a stream of pure water. I ran to the stream because my throat was dry but I was pulled back before I could drink it. I turned around to see what was pulling me and that's when I fell to the ground and tears started to fall down my cheeks. There stood my daddy! This must mean that I'm in heaven if my daddy is here. I got up and ran to him.

"Hi honey"

"D-d-add-y" I mumbled through my tears

"Oh sweetheart come here"

I hugged him so tight that he couldn't breathe

"I missed you daddy, please come back h-hom-e"

"I miss you too but can't sweetie I belong here with God and the rest of our deceased family, just know this I'm always looking down on you and things may seem hard in your life now but karma will come out to get whoever hurts you babygirl!"