You're my purpose, i need you.

12.

I woke up to blinding sunlight coming through the window, I turned my head to see the light purple curtains. I looked around the room to see I was in a huge room with lilac walls. I looked down and saw I was wearing light pink and purple pjs. Where am I? Who undressed me? I-I'm scared! Where's my mommy? I tried moving my arms but I couldn't, I looked up to see that I was restrained with handcuffs.

I looked up at the noise of the door opening and in came Justin the guy from the coffee shop. I looked at him with wide eyes and tears brimming the surface.

"Oh good you're awake!"

I nodded and looked down because I didn't trust my voice right now.

"I've made you some breakfast, it's your favourite pancakes with Nutella and strawberries on the side"

"I-I-I'm n-n-ot h-h-u-ngry" I said in a whisper it was barely audible but I think he heard it because his eyes turned black and his jaw was clenched as well as his fists.

"YOU WILL EAT IT YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH!" He yelled running his hands through his tousled brown hair

I flinched at his harsh tone, he seemed so calm and caring when I met him, why is he acting like such a meanie now? I nodded again and whispered,

"O-okay."

I began to eat the delicious pancakes that were stuffed with Nutella and strawberries, but how does he know what my favourite breakfast is? I let it slide and enjoy the tasty meal infront of me who knows when my next one is. I heard Justin start to chuckle making me look at him with furrowed eyebrows and confusion.

"Thought you weren't hungry babygirl?"

I blushed and looked down making him chuckle more and making me blush even more to the point where I was a tomato probably. I noticed that his behaviour was back to normal again. Wow that was weird I thought one minute he was angry and now he's kind? That doesn't make any sense.

"I've got a girl coming around in about 5 minutes so please stay here and don't go down stairs because I'm having a little together time with her. And after that I've got some important people coming over so you most definitely are not allowed to come down! You will stay here and watch tv! You are not to ever escape or even think about escaping because you are mine! Got it? Babygirl"

I just merely nodded my head and look down. I so wish my mommy was here and Barney and James I miss them especially barney and his chubby cheeks that I would kiss all day long and play with him. 

He got up and handcuffed me to the bed again and went out the room to what i assume was downstairs. I sighed and turned over and went back to sleep but before i slept i thought about an escape plan because i couldn't stay here in this mad house with this bipolar jerk can i? i don't love him. i don't feel anything for him. He isn't my friend and i most certainly don't care about him. He may have helped me go to the hospital but any by passer in their right mind would've helped me, right? 

i have to gain his trust thats the only way i will be able to escape this hell hole, that means that i cannot act like a little girl any longer i have to woman up and try and stop stuttering and be more confident around him...but that's easier said than done. Why was Justin being so mean and then changing back to his kind caring self i met back at the coffee shop in Stratford. 

*flashback*

"you will never amount to anything you worthless piece of shit!" yelled my bully Mark Stephan he had been bullying me ever since middle school for no apparent reason. People used to talk and say it was because i'd stutter. 

"I hate you so much, you're a disgrace to our school why did you even enrol here?!"

he beat me black and blue and left me there on the floor in my pool of blood.