paradise//phan au

9

Everything is blue
His pills
His hands
His jeans

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Dan hadn't spoken to Phil since that evening. They exchanged glances during the school day, in between corridors. It was getting better considering the fact that Phil sometimes even refused to partake in Dan's so called 'punishment'.

Dan hadn't seen Brendon for two days now, and he was seriously considering breaking it off with him. It wasn't working. Dan felt as though he was just dragging Brendon down. He was so capable of achieving more, but Dan was always holding onto his arm and pulling him down. He would do it. Now.

One ring

Two rings

Three rin-
"Dan?"

"Hi, Bee."

"How are you?"

"Good and you?"

"Great. What's up?"

"Oh right, um... I think we need to talk, in person. Can we meet somewhere?"

"Oh, sure, how about that park bench?"

"Perfect. See you in ten"

"Bye Dan, I love you."

"Bye Brendon," Dan couldn't bring him self to say those three words back.

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Brendon was sat on the bench waiting for Dan when he arrived. Dan smiled, and accepted Brendon's hug. "Hi Bee,"

"Hey Dan. D'ya wanna sit?" Dan nodded and sat next to his boyfriend.

"So, what's wrong?"

"Oh, uh, yeah. I was just thinking about... This," he gestured to the two of them, "and I think.... well I don't think it's going to work out." Brendon's eyes widened.

"Uh, don't get me wrong, Bee, I love you, so so much. But this.... I just feel like you deserve better -and don't object to that because you know it's true - but... I don't want to lose you. And I just don't kno-"

"Dan, Dan. Calm down. I know exactly what you're saying. You need a break, and that's fine,really, I'll always love you - relationship or none. I can't bare to lose you either.... its fine Dan, you have every right to stop feeling for someone." Brendon smiled and hugged Dan tightly (who was in tears at his former boyfriends words).

"Thank you so much Bee, I love you, thank you."

Brendon laughed and kissed Dan's forehead, "How about a Shake Away?"

Dan smiled. "You know me so well"

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( hey guiiies okay so quick intervention. I might start doing like povs bc it's easier to get that specific character's perspective and swizz so I'll indicate when I do but if I dont, it'll just be third persons pov)

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It was school the next day. Dan strolled in, feeling okay, for once. His lessons whizzed by, finally lunch came. He grabbed an apple out of his locker and walked to his oak Tree. But someone was sat beneath it. "Phil?"
Phil turned his head. "Hey Dan."

He seemed sad. "Are you okay?" Dan hadn't moved an inch.
Phil sighed. "I'm red."
"Oh." Dan didn't know what he meant, but decided not to question him further.
He moved forward and sat next to Phil, taking a bite of his apple. They sat in silence, not an awkward one.
"We should hang out more." Dan said .
"What? Like a few days ago you hated me, now you want to be friends?"

"I didn't say I wanted to be friends. I'd just like to get to know you better."

"Oh. Okay."

"How's Martyn?" Dan's said after a few minutes. Phil scoffed. Then his face hardened. "Shit. Uh, Dan, when was the last time he.... you know...."

"Oh. Like a week ago."

"Shit,"

"Why?"

Phil stood up, wiping off his black jeans. He offered a hand to Dan, who took it. He felt fluffy when he touched Phil. "He's going to.... shit."

Phil started speed walking towards the school. "Phil! W-wait! I can't run that fas-" he was cut off by a hand on his shoulder. Alfie. Dan snarled.
"Ooh, Martyn will love to hear about this..." he said and started dragging Dan away -being much stronger than him. Phil swiveled around, confused towards the sudden silence. His eyes widened when he saw Alfie dragging a struggling Dan away. He growled and stalked after them.

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(Dan's pov) see

I struggled against Alfie's grip,his nails digging into my shoulder. "Stop struggling, fag" he snarled. I didn't.

I looked behind me frantically, and was met by Phil's rushing figure. Suddenly, Alfie turned sharply, causing my ankle to twist. I let out a whimper. Alfie sniggered.

When we were behind a building I saw Martyn and his minions harassing a girl. She was dressed in pastel blue shorts and a pink top. Her candyfloss hair gleamed in the sun. Louise?
"Oi! Leave her the fuck alone you bastards!" I growled. Martyn looked at me and smiled,letting Louise go. She looked at me with frantic eyes, but eventually ran off.

"Alfie, I see you brought me a present" Martyn smiled.

"It gets better," Alfie grinned, "he was sitting with your brother."
Martyn's eyes darkened. He came towards me, and pulled me away from Alfie. Where's Phil!

"Don't you dare," Martyn punched my fragile stomach,I lurched over, wheezing.

"Think you can waltz in here,"
Another painful punch.

"And turn my brother into a gay boy."
Another punch. I was still lurched over, but I managed to croak out ,"I'm not g-gay"

Martyn bent over "what?" He hissed.

"I-I'm not g-gay" I wheezed , "I like girls too."

Martyn started laughing. Almost maniacly. "Did you hear that, boys! He said he likelikes girls too!" All of his pets laughed too. "You little fuc-"

He was cut off by another nameless boy pushing Phil into the dark area. "I found him chasing after the fag!" The boy exclaimed.
Martyn grinned. "Hello Philly, nice to join us. I was just giving Dan here a lesson."
Phil glanced towards my shattered firm. "Let him go Martyn, there are plenty other people to pick on." Martyn laughed.
"I see he's succeeding in converting you, Phil."
Phil scowled.

"Sam, hold him." The boy, Sam, grip locked Phil's arms. I knew what was coming. I shut my eyes, preparing myself. "So dan, what will it be today?"
There were a few muffled suggestions from everyone. Suddenly, Alfie spoke. "He twisted his ankle on the way in." Martyn smiled.

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Martyn placed his foot above my ankle, my eyes widened. Slowly he pushed down. Slowly, but it was painful as hell. When I heard a cracking I screamed. "Stop, Martyn!" I heard Phil scream.
I bit my lip to prevent further screams, but I was left whimpering. Martyn leant down to my ear. "I'll make you howl."

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After that whole situation, I was left bloody and broken on the floor. My head was in Phil's lap. I couldn't move anymore than blinking or breathing. My foot ached, my whole body ached. "Dan, it's getting dark. We need to go." I whimpered, but lifted my head from his lap. I hissed in pain. He got up and grabbed my arms, hauling me to my aching feet. I whimpered when my feet touched the ground. He lifted my arm over his shoulder, supporting my 'crippled' body.

"P-Phil..." I croaked.

"Yes, Dan?"

"I'm blue."

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I actually really liked this chapter and there was some fluff you needy people. ... lol jkjk ily..... Xx