hiraeth

Chapter Eleven: Memory

e l e v e n | M E M O R Y

Taehyung fought the urge to shove his tongue down Jimin's throat as they walked back to rejoin the rest of the group.

Yoongi's face was emotionless, he just stared at them as if they weren't truly there. Taehyung sat down beside Jimin on the couch closest to the kitchen. Yoongi almost vomited by how close they were, Taehyung was practically sitting on Jimin's lap.

Taehyung looked down at Jimin, his eyes focused on his pair of swollen red lips. Jimin looked past the boy pressed against his side, his eyes locking with Yoongi's. A victorious smile found its way on his lips, he won Taehyung.

Yoongi just stared back, practically staring through the boy. His eyes returned to his phone screen, he decided to tweet something out for his fans. He stopped when he realized that Namjoon had already tweeted out what he wanted to say.

A frown tugged at the corner of lips as he looked back at the pair. Taehyung was leaning over Jimin, one of his arms resting on the back of the couch for support while he twirled his short hair around his fingertips. He looked like he mentally stripping Jimin as he stared down at him.

Yoongi stood up and walked to his dorm, tired of having to see them flirt out in the open. As the door closed behind him, he broke down. Tears steamed down his face as his back slowly slid down the door. His fingers helplessly tried to wipe away the tears, but it only spread them across his cheeks.

He didn't know how long he spent like that, he wasn't really paying attention. In the other room, however, Jimin was slyly moving his hand up and down Taehyung's thigh. Taehyung didn't react the way he wanted him to, he just stared off in the direction that Yoongi went.

"TaeTae?" Jimin's voice was husky, like he just woke up. It caught Taehyung's attention, making him momentarily forget about Yoongi. "Yeah?" His voice matched the level of huskiness of Jimin's, causing the older to lick his lips. He leaned up so that his mouth was by Taehyung's ear, "Let's go to our room." His lips grazed Taehyung's ear as he spoke, a soft moan escaping his lips before he could stop it.

He frantically looked at the other members to see if they heard but luckily they didn't show acknowledge it in anyway.

As they quietly made their way to the dorm room, Taehyung stopped in front of the door to the dorm room beside theirs. "Tae?" Jimin turned around and stared at the younger, concern mixed in with lust clouding his eyes.

"I'm just worried about Suga-hyung, is all..." Jimin clicked his tongue, annoyed with Yoongi getting in the way of having Taehyung to himself. "Don't worry about him, babe. Come on."

Jimin grabbed Taehyung who reluctantly walked with him. The shorter pushed Taehyung down on to the nearest bed, the younger staring up at him with wide eyes.

"Jimin-" He was cut off with the boy's lips. He placed his hands on Jimin's chest, attempting to push him off. "J-" Taehyung couldn't get a word in, much less get enough air.

Jimin finally broke the kiss after the younger struggled under him. "What's wrong, Tae? Isn't this what you want?" He slowly started to strip his shirt off, trying to seduce the boy.

"Jimin, I don't want to have sex. Not yet anyway." Jimin stared at the boy, annoyed. "Why? Is it because of Yoongi? I swear if it is..."

Taehyung didn't like how Jimin was acting, this wasn't the Jimin he liked. "You're acting strangely. Please don't talk to me until you're back to normal.." Jimin pushed Taehyung against the nearest wall.

The younger boy flinched at the motion, preparing himself for a blow that never came. "I'm sorry, Tae. I'm just so jealous of Yoongi being around you so much lately." His arm fell to his side. "Forgive me."

Taehyung nodded and sat up once Jimin got off of him. "What do you want to do? Kiss? Watch a movie?"

Taehyung looked at the boy seriously, "Can I talk about to you about my depression? I really want to get this off my chest." Jimin didn't say a word, he didn't even acknowledge Taehyung's question.

"I don't think I can handle that, Tae. I'm not mentally strong enough to deal with that kind of thing, I hope you understand. I'm not like Namjoon, Jin or even Yoongi who can listen about those things for hours."

Taehyung was taken aback, he had expected Jimin to openly listen to him like Yoongi did. Jimin was about to continue but Taehyung had run off before he got to.

Taehyung stood in front of Yoongi's dorm room. He hesitated before knocking twice. The male inside remained quiet, pretending to be asleep. "Hyung..." After calling out to the older, he heard sounds of movement coming from the other side.

"What is it, Tae?" The male was tired, not physically but mentally. He was tired of displaying emotions only to be betrayed.

"Can I talk to you?" In the same sense, Taehyung was tired, too.

The door slowly opened, revealing a very emotionally drained Min Yoongi. His eyes were red and puffy from crying, his cheeks dusted pink.

Taehyung suddenly hugged the male without much warning, startling him for a moment. "Tae?" He slowly broke away from the hug and shut the door behind him.

"Are you okay? You seem upset." Taehyung sat on the bed beside Yoongi. "Why aren't you with Jimin?" The older had ignored the question asked to him. "He doesn't want to talk about my depression with him."

Taehyung shyly looked at Yoongi, "I think he only wants me for my body, or at least acts like it." Suga felt his fists clenching in his lap. "Why did you come to me, though?" His voice remained monotone, like nothing was going on. "Well, you listened to my problems before, I thought you were the best option."

Yoongi nodded and looked at the younger with a caring look in his eyes.

I'll always be there for you, Taehyung. No matter what happens between us.

A/n: school starts up again tomorrow so the amount of updates that get released in the next few days might decrease. Sorry in advance! I DONT WANNA GO