Waking up is the worst part of the day. Especially because my dream was about Heath and I didn't want it to end. I ended up falling asleep on the couch while watching T.V. I go to the bathroom and brush out my hair. I pull it up into a sock bun. Luckily I don't need to waste time putting on makeup. I never wear any. I go into my bedroom and grab a tank top off of its hanger and pull on some really cute short shorts, with rhinestones on the butt. And of course underneath all of my clothes is my swimming suit. It is one of those that have fringe on the top and it is maroon. I brought down about five swimming suits. Sometimes I just feel I need to wear a different one. This one just happens to be my favorite because it is maroon and it goes well with my hair and my tan. Gosh, I sound like such a girl. Thank goodness I don't have work today. My lips have been longing for his since I left him last night. I go into the kitchen and put food into Chico's bowl. She is there right away.
"You're welcome" I say and scratch behind her ears. I grab my keys, put on my flip flops and go outside. The smell the ocean hits me right away. I lock my door behind me and head for the beach. If I walk along the beach I can get to town in five minutes. I take my flip flops off and let the sand go in between my toes. It feels so good. The sand here is way less rocky than the sand in California. I didn't know it was even possible to be even softer. I look up and relise I am walking into town now. I really need to start paying more attention to where I am going. I will end up in the middle of the ocean if I don't. I go to main street and start walking. I look around and relize that tomorrow is the Fourth of July. People are everywhere. Mostly tourists. It is way crouded here. People are buying fireworks and body paint. I head for the beach even though I told Heath I would see him in town. I don't do very well around a lot of people. Tonight I bet there will be hula contests and fire juggling. I don't go to very many things around here so I am just guessing about this stuff. Luckily tonight there will hardly be any surfers out on the water tonight. Night surfing is the best. I am walking and someone grabs my arm. I spin around. It is a girl with blonde hair and she is very fit, almost like she runs every day and exercises all the time.
"Hey" She says in a mean tone, she gets up in my face. "Leave Heath alone, he is mine" She walks away before I can get a word in. My heart sinks into my stomach. I start to run home with tears streaming down my face. I am lucky I am not running into anyone, because I can't see anything through the tears.I get to my house and strip off my clothes and run to the beach. Swimming always calms me down when I am angry. I jump into the ocean and just swim. I swim to this rock that is hollow on the inside with sand. I sit there for quite some time just thinking about how he could do this to me. After that kiss and the connection that I thought we had. I feel calm enough to leave now. I jump in the ocean and start to swim back. Something grabs my foot and I start to panic. Seaweed is wrapped around my ankle and I can't get it off. I am losing consiousness and that makes me even more scared. The last thing I remember is someone cutting the seaweed off of my ankle and then I blacked out. I wake up on the beach with Heath doing CPR. I sit up and he looks relieved. I get up and fall back down because I am so dizzy.
"Just take it easy" Heath says. That makes me so angry. If I wasn't so light headed I would run away from him. "What do you think you were doing that far out?" I don't answer. We sit there in silence for a while. "What were you doing?" He says more angrily
"I don't have to answer to you" I get up this time without falling back down. I head over to my cabin and am almost there when he grabs my arm and spins me around.
"I think I should get some answers considering you almost drown out there" He points to the ocean.
"Just don't talk to me" I am crying now. He lets go of my arm. I keep walking to my cabin and he stays there. I grab my clothes and the keys out of the pocket of my shorts and unlock the house. I walk in and turn around and yell "When were you going to tell me about your girlfriend?" I slam the door. He is still standing there on the beach with hurt in his eyes. He sits down and just stares at my cabin. I go to my bed and scream into the pillow, still crying. I end up falling asleep. It must have been asleep for at least an hour. I go out to the main room and look out the window. Heath has migrated from the beach to my porch step. I think he knows I am up, because he stands up and knocks on my door.
"Go away!" I yell through the door.
"Let me explain" He says. I open the door and he comes in.
"Explain" I say
"She is my ex girlfriend" He says "She is a little crazy and I don't like her, I like you" He looks up at me his eyes look super green today.
"Well maybe you should get the point across to her that you are broken up"
"I have tried, she has driven so many girls away from me, but I won't let her do that to you"
