Liam Payne Imagines

FWB pt 2

Your POV

Over the last two weeks i have been going to a lot of public places with him. In the beginning of this relationship I would avoid being seen in the public with him. I just would feel guilty or like a mistress. We had a long talk about that & he basically put me in my place. He doesn't ever want me to think that he would be disrespectful to me ever.

Normally these kind of relationships you loose a part of yourself. But with him it's a completely different situation. I truly have this habit of underestimating him.

Many may wonder if you have awesome sex, he cares about you, you care about him, then why not be together already. That's the only part we haven't figured out....well we choose to not figure out. But honestly lately that has been on my mind. Maybe he's waiting on me to have more faith in him? I'm not sure.

We were ready to cross the busy street here in New York. He pulled me close to his side. People were walking by & paps were nearby. He's in protective mode now.

"I want you" he whispered in my ear.

"I'm ready to have some privacy with you" I said

"Hotel we go then"

The moment we were alone in our room I wanted to change into something more sexy but he wasn't having that. When he said he wanted me....he really meant that.

He was in a very rare form right now. I never experienced this side of him. We have been keeping up with this relationship for almost 6 months now. The pleasure he is giving my body right now is nothing like he has done before.

This went on & on. We might have stopped maybe twice only to eat... But I think we were doing something.....nobody wants to know what we did with the food.

We laid in the bed really done with each other at 3:27am. I was in his arms. The realization of him going back to London for awhile started to sink in.

"Are you trying to squeeze what's left of me?" He jokes.

I didn't say anything.

"Hey" he said & he picks my face up to face him.

"You didn't think about this all day."

"I hate when you do that"

"What read your mind?"

"Yes, am I that much of an open book to you?"

"No, most of the time I get lucky. Then half of the time I'm thinking something & I hope your thinking the same thing" he said

"Oh"

"I'm already missing you & I haven't even left yet. I wish you could come with me back to London" he said while playing in my hair.

"I really don't want you to go" I said

"I know you don't. I don't want to either" he said

"Your going to be there for awhile.....what does this mean for us?"

"Well what do you want it to mean?"

"I just want it to mean I'm still yours....am I?"

"Yes, I meant what I said. You are the only person I'm in this type of relationship with. I'm not interested in anything outside than what we got going on. I'm not your boyfriend but I am emotionally connected to you by mind, body & spirit. Just as you are to me. "

"I'm invested in us, I don't want anyone other than you."

"Then that is what it means then. Is that what you want?"

"Yes"

"Then that's it that's all. Don't question it again. Ok?"

"ok" I said & kissed him. It was time to get our things together because we would have to head to the airport. It wouldn't be us if we didn't have passionate shower sex before we left.

I was in the daze just thinking about everything that has happened hours ago. I really wish I didn't have to leave him. But I need to get back to my life.

We were here & it was time to go our separate ways.

"Be a good girl while I'm gone ok?" He said m

"Be a good boy for me too ok. Promise?"

"I promise babe" he said kissing me& hugging me one last time.

"Call me, I need to know you are safe ok" he said

"I will I promise" I said then letting go of his embrace. He left to his plane & finally I did to go back home. When I was seated on the plane I couldn't help but cry silently. This is going to be a long few weeks without him.