Liam Payne Imagines

FWB pt 3

His POV
I've been back in London for a few days now. I've been busy working on a few low key projects. Just because im on break from my band doesn't mean I won't work. I love my job. I'm not one that could stop working my job because that would really drive me bloody mad.

I haven't talked to Y/n in these last few days either but I am thinking about her. I do plan on calling her.

We have something that many cant even understand. We don't fully understand what we have sometimes. But we are just happy with what we have. I know i haven't really been the best at this type of relationship because I carry on like I am her actual boyfriend. I make love to her like a boyfriend who is in love with his girlfriend would, I make sure she's taken care of like a boyfriend should. I do it all. She does everything that a girlfriend should be doing for a boyfriend perfectly.

That's how sometimes our lines and boundaries get foggy because I make it that way. Not on purpose of course, I just don't know how to move forwarded. That's what makes Y/n much more better than me. She is more aware of the foggy boundaries. She's aware of herself being more than just someone I have sex with. Me I'm just calling the relationship calls as we go. I change it up so much. She just goes with it.

I like that she does. I like our relationship. I've I was to make Y/n my official girlfriend I would be happy. She underestimates me a lot but that doesn't mean she doesn't trust me. The underestimating me part comes with the territory of a friends with benefits relationship. But our relationship isn't the typical friends with benefits relationship. I care deeply for Y/n. I practically love & respect her too much to treat her like any average person would in this type of relationship.

I'm never going to disrespect her in any way shape or form. She knows where I stand & there is all there is to that.

I finally got a moment to be alone with my phone so I can call Y/n. I hope she answers because I know she's been busy too. That's another thing I like about our relationship. I'm away a lot but that doesn't stop her from living her life & accomplishing big things. That's something I did wish that had happened in my last relationship. I spent so much time worrying if i was holding her back for a long time. Because whenever I would come back to her it wasn't anything new that changed. I always wanted the best for her. I didn't want my career to ever get in the way of her goals or dreams. I wanted to support anything she's going after. Eventually over time she realized things on her own & she broke my heart.

I have a lot of animosity towards her but also happiness about that because of Y/n. My animosity toward her is if I'm away for majority of our relationship why aren't you already focused on yourself. I will never forget she told me she wanted to focus on herself & go after her dreams. She said we are going in different directions, one we either marry or go our separate ways. I definitely wasn't looking to marry her but I wanted to be the one to support her. She never gave me the chance to because she never did anything.

Which in the end made me really think about the entire relationship. I still love her for being there for me & supporting me through everything I have been through. I will always appreciate that but I can't forgive her for not giving me the chance to that for her. Since she couldn't let me do that for her it has always made me thank God in away because I would have been with the wrong one. She's really not the one for me.

"Hey love" her sweet voice coming through the other end of the phone.

"Hey baby what you up to?"

"I started my first back in school to get my masters. That's always fun"

"Really, aww I'm so sorry to hear that"

"It's ok. It's not to to bad since its online so I'm going at my own pace"

"That's good, you are so smart"

"Thanks, how's work for you?"

"Busy as always. I'm going to be writing with Louis tomorrow. Im not to sure where I'm going to shop these songs off now to other people or have this music for ourselves yet"

"Always save the best for yourselves"

"I try to at least"

"Good, how are you feeling today?"

"I'm feeling ok for the most part. But I do feel like I am coming down with something "

"When you feel like that that means you are, you need to make sure you rest. Your insomnia is no joke. You are likely to get a cold"

"I know I know"

"Don't make me fly out there"

"And if I do what's going to happen"

"Oh don't you worry about that. Just know I'm going to get you in check"

"Oh so you going to check me huh?"

"Yes"

"I think I'm in a mood to be a bad boy. I want you to check me"

"You will get checked"

"That's music to my ears" I said

Music to my ears........hmm. Music to my ears..I like that.

"You given me some inspiration for writing"

"Good"

"Don't you want to know what you said that inspired me?"

"No, I want to be surprised when the song is actually made & on the next album"

We maybe stayed up really late that night just talking. We didn't notice the time at all.

"I miss you Liam"

"I really miss you too. I can't stop thinking about you."

"I'm always thinking about you. I know we are both busy people but I really wish I could be with you right now"

"It's your turn to come see me. I want you to come to London to be with me for a few days. You just need to let me know. I really have to stay in London for awhile but you have to come to me this time"

"Ok. I will let you know when I will be freed up to come, it probably won't happen until another month or so"

"That's too long for me."

"I can't promise you I can get to you any sooner"

"Well I want to try...for me please. I miss you madly just like you miss me."

"I will try"

That's my girl.