Tom Hiddleston x Reader

I am sorry

Hellow Hiddlesboners! I know I was late. And I wanted to say sorry about that. Happy late late Christmas and New Year!! ^^

- Tom please understand this. I am not ready yet. -I said to Tom my boyfriend. We have been together for over 1 year and he always lovely to me. He always said to me some kind words. He was my light in the darkness.

- When? When you will ready? -he asked in a venomous voice

- I can't believe. You just care about to fuck me. Fine. I am moving out today. -I said and went straight forward to our bedroom and started to put some clothes and necessary thing in my baggage. After that slowly and painfully fellings build up in me. I can't do this to him. He was always next to me when I was upset. I was at the door when suddenly he grabbed my arm and tirned me around. I just can't loo him in the eye.

- You really want to go? -he asked and grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him. I felt tears run down my face and I coldn't say anything.

- Let me go Tom. 

- Fine. Go -he said and went to the living rooam and I heard a crash -Why are you still here. Go!! -he shouted and frightened me with his voice. I immediately opened the door and stepped out to the chilly street of London. An idea popped out my head. Chris said to me that they are here for vacation. I called his phone and after a couple rings he picked up.

- Hey Y/N What's up? Everything is okay with Tom? -he ased through the phone. I cried immediately when he mentioned Tom's name. -What did he done?

- I don't want to talk about it. Don't mind if I pay a visit? -I asked and stopped for a minute

- Of course not. Come. -he said and he said to me the address. When I arrived Chris waited for me in front of the front door. He hurried to me and hugged me tightly. I sobbed into his chest and tried to calm myself.

- Come in. I will make you some tea. -he said and led me into the house.

- Where's your wife? -I asked

- She and my daughter went for a walk. -I said and followed Chris to the kitchen while he made the tea he asked me some questions and of course I answered them. He was furios about Tom's behavior. We talked a long time and his wife and daughter came home. She was surprised when she saw me but Chris lied something to her. I didn't wanted to tell anybody how Tom treatened me. At night while I was prepared myself to sleep I got a message from Tom.

Tom:

Darling I am sorry. I was an idiot. I didn't recognized that I hurt you. I know what you think about me. After that I know you will never want to see me. I still love you xox

I started to cry. Ohhh Tom.

Y/N:

Tom. Don't say that. I love you too. But you have to understand me.

I did't have to wait for so long. He immediately texted me back.

Tom:

Darling. Please come back. I feel so empty without you. I can't stand the cold sensaiton of the sheet because It reminds me that you are not with me. Come back.

I immediately packed up and sneaked out the house and went straight to Tom's apartment. I roughly stepped into and threw away my package and went to Tom's or Our bedroom. He was fast asleep. I softly sat down on our bed. I saw dried teardrops on his cheeks. I can't stand it. I hurt him. He immediately opened his eyes and sat up and embraced me. He breathed heavily.

- Oh my Darling. Thank you for coming back. Thank you........thank you. -he said repeated these words and finally kissed me on the lips. I ran my hands around his neck and I kissed back.

- I missed you. I am sorry for leaving you. I didn't meant to... I I love you Tom. -I said and I kissed his neck and led him down.

- I missed you too Darling. Ahhh.... Y/N -he moaned when accidentally touched his crotch. I felt the desire inside me and I knew that I want him inside me. -S...stop. -he said but I was over him and massaged his crotch with mine.

- Ahhmm....Tom. I want you. -I moaned and touched his shirtless chest. I used my nails too and I heard him groan.

- I want you too. -he said and I have to say. We had a wonderful evening. ;)

Here we are Hiddlesboners! I hope you enjoyed it. And please mention if you want me to continue this. Lemon!!! :D

-Dalma :D <3