"I need to get laid"
"What.the.fuck? Who are you? And what did you do to Candy?"
"Huh! Should I feel offended?"
"Blame yourself for that; I mean since Justin you became sort-off a nun, you completely washed your brain from perverted and sexual thoughts; I am not even sure if you even fantasize from time to time... Are you even human?!"
"Cut the crap, drama queen. It's just that I don't want to get through heart breaks ever again, it's a torture, literally."
"Haha, I remember you back then, your eyes looked like they'd pop out any minute, god knows I don't want to get through that ever again, you scared the crap out of me, plus you looked like a zombie cuz you refused to eat anything and you lost lot of wight"
"Umm... Yeah"
"Listen, it's been four years Candy; I am proud that you're finally moving on, boys are boys and this is real life, and we are who we are, we do what we want, and what do we want?"
"Did u switch your career into a philosopher or something?"
"WHAT DO WE WANT CANDY?!"
"FUN!"
"FUCK YEAH! L'ETS FUCKING PARTY!"Hmm... Yeah, that happens to be my best friend Sarah, excuse our existence, and yeah my name's Candy, Candy Dust ( saying my name like James Bond )
The truth is... Am not a nun ( thank god for it ) but am still a believer, this is why four years ago when I had my weak moment with my last boyfriend; when I gave him my virginity I had a horrible breakdown, saying to myself that god will never forgive my sin. Don't blame me, iv'e been erased in a very strict family, my parents believes in god, heaven and hell, good and right, bad and evil, the devil and even... the apocalypse ( being dramatic while saying it )
Well, the poor Justin ( my ex boyfriend's name) was chocked and the poor me was dumped, because according to him, I was too crazy and too old school for his love to handle, this is why the break down grown double and I was left broken, helpless, ugly and un-virgin ( god am cool, I just invented a new word)
Fortunately, I got through it ( after four fucking years ) and became the twenty four years young woman in front of you now ( well... reading of now* )
My bestie Sarah have been through what I have been through, she stood beside me when I needed her, comforted me and pushed me to finish my studies to become the successful young veterinarian that I become today, though I never stopped thinking about what happened, but she slapped me ( literally ) on the face one day telling me; am quoting: "Fucking get a hold on yourself woman, you're not a little naïf girl anymore, you're a woman; a sexy confidant one, with a horrible pale skin, get over it or I'll make sure to kick your little butt each time I see you. I need a drink and so do you, let's throw the past away and welcome the future"
Well... her plain worked, and the scare insecure woman that was hiding inside of me completely disappeared leaving place to this party addict and alcohol lover.
Today, am welcoming any party or any opportunity to party after a long day at the veterinary ( WOHOO! for all the animal lovers up there! )"Bitch, stop day dreaming and help me with the zipper" my classy, polite friend asked me.
"Sure, best friend" i said playfully, and she blew me a kiss.
"So, I have being screwing with this AMAZINGLY WELL BUILED HANDSOME BODYGUARD lately an-" she got interrupted by the scoffing me, I was more amused of her behavior than chocked.
"Do you mind? Am trying to talk here, don't scoff another time"
I chuckled than waved her to continue her lovely adventure with hulk.
"See? Now I forgot where I was... Oh yeah, so the charming little dick bodyguard of this fancy club got us invitations to this private party-of-the-year event, no need to thank me babe, I know this mouth makes miracles" I couldn't retrain myself from shitting my pants from the laugher that took me twenty minutes to get recover of .
"Oh my lord, Sarah I have three questions for you: first, really? He got a small one? Second, why the fuck didn't I have heard of this event if it's that popular? AND LASTLY, WHAT DO YOU EVEN DO WITH THAT MOUTH OF YOURS SLUT?!" Next thing poor thing knew, is that she was laying on the floor me on top of her; getting pillowed on the face.
"OMG, you're so mature Candy, get off me!" She said after a session of the Third World War of pillows.
"Look who's talking, miss am-still-keeping-my-fluffy-bears-to-keep-me-company-at-night-cuz-am-afraid-of-darkness"
She sticked her tongue at me, I swear to god I love my best-friend; she completes me.
"Move! We have sixty minutes to get ready for the party, we need to get you look flawless, u need a dick in your life... Or maybe two, trust me it's A.M.A.Z.I.N.G" she winked and I giggled growing exciting for tonight.
Let the night begin.
VOUS LISEZ
The Beast's Wife
VampirosI wanted his touch, I wanted his lips on mine, I wanted his body and his soft words but why can't I love him? Why do I hate someone that loves me?