I'm Your Girl - EXO

Chapter 5

It's been 109 days since I was kidnapped and locked in hell. Some days I was thinking about killing myself. Would that be an option? It's definitely an option, I could hang myself with the bed sheet or stab the fork in my throat. The real question is, how long can I hang on until I go insane. How long should I wait hoping to find a way out? Are people still searching for me? Why didn't they find me yet? 

I'm desperately screaming for help in my head but I stay silent in front of Hwa Yeon. I started to talk to myself when I was alone, but since she was with me so often, sometimes just sitting in a corner observing me, I'm afraid I would accidently start talking in front of her too one day. 

I've been building my fears up inside myself for so long that soon I start to feel sick from them.

So when Hwa Yeon comes into my room the next day, I am still lying in my bed wearing only a shirt I slept in. I don't get up because I have no reason and soon I feel like I couldn't get up even if I wanted to.

I hear Hwa Yeon's footsteps coming closer but I still don't open my eyes. 

"Kyungsoo-yah?" she asks in a sweet voice." Do you feel sick? Why won't you wake up? Breakfast is here" she says.

I'm not hungry. 

A small hand presses against my forehead then hwa yeon leaves.

It seems so long since she was gone that I start to think she is gone for good and start relaxing, falling into my thoughts.

The next moment I sense her presence next to me again and she puts a cold towel gently on my forehead. A shiver goes through my body and at first I think of hitting her hand away but I don't have enough trength to lift my hand and soon realiye the cold against my forehead feels good.

Throughout the day she helps me drink water, gives me medicine and stays by my side without me even realiying what is happening. I guess I was half sleeping half unconcious the whole day. The medicine starts to hit in around midnight because that's when I get my senses back and snap my eyes open. 

It's dark but I can still see hwa Yeon's head resting at the corner of my bed. When I notice she's holding my arm with one hand I quickly pull away, disgusted. I'm not thankful for her caring for me. I wouldn't have been sick in the first place if she never kidnapped me. Besides if she would've never cared for me, I might've died sooner which would've been much better.

Then I notice why I woke up so suddenly in the first place. The girl is mumbling in her sleep, her hands clenching and unclenching. 

At first I think of waking her but decide toi watch her instead. A sweatdrop rolls down her forehead and I try to make out what she's saying.

"Stop... stop..." she whispers.

She mumbles something else but I don't quite understand. What sort of nightmare could it be? I feel pity rising in my chest but I push the feeling away. No wonder she has nightmares, she should too, after what she's done to me.

Then she says a name out loud and clear: Hyun Guk.

A few seconds later she wakes up and I pretend to be asleep, my eyes half closed in the moonlight.

She sits up, brushes her hair away from her face then looks at me. She places a hand on my forehead but it's more than just checking my fever. Her fingers gently brush my hair away from my eyes and caress my face.

I want to swat her hand away, but realize she isn't doing this for me. She's soothing herself. I hold my breath back as I realiye she's crying.

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Hey hey, wow it's been 3 months since I updated and I'm so sorry about thatI've got the whole story planned and I wrote this chapter like four months ago I was just too lazy to type it in I guess? But I promise I'll come with a new part often now! 

Also, I'm planning to start a new fanfic soon! It will be a Taehyung from BTS fanfic, and I have an amazing storyline in my head so look forward to that! ;D

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