I digged out my old diary in my bag and triple checked the date and time of the open day at my old foster home. Sorry if I have got you confused, you may be wondering what the hell I am doing here and who the hell I am, so I think this might be a good time to tell you a little about myself...
I'm Jaz, a 33 year old woman who had no family until I met Ben, my husband, also known as the nicest person I know. Around the time I turned 20 I decided to turn my life around; in my young teenage years I had make lots of mistakes, but mostly at the age of 13 years old when three seconds triggered years of drugs, alcohol and a total change in personality.
If you do the calculations, you would figure out that I've come from 2036 back to 2016, 20 years, to fix my life back when I was 13, also when my best friend died, getting run over by a buss, right in front of my eyes. And I thought it was all my fault.
I blamed myself for years until it got to the point where I wanted to die because of it, and I tried to. No one new, that was the main problem, I said to the police that she was on her phone, crossing the road, and I was waiting for her, but, to be honest I was still in shock, shivering, crying and stuttering, I didn't know what had happened, was it real? What would happen next? Was it all a dream? ...I wish. Lying to the police was yet another bad choice to make, luckily there was no one to prove me wrong so they had to believe me, anyway who wouldn't believe a weeping, scared kid who's friend had just dies after 11 years of friendship?
"Depression" the doctors and therapists repeatedly said to me as if I was some kind of five year old in a tantrum. They didn't understand, my feelings and thoughts could not be diagnosed into a disease, or even a meter health issue. Never.
So that is why I came, to fix my messed up life when I was 13, by making my 13 year old self make the right choices and to make the most of the childhood I missed out on. Now all I have to do now, is make it work...
Sorry for the short chapters, that's the way I wrote it.
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A Chance To Change
Aventura"This is the moment where it all begins..." ...the lies, the changes, the love... This is it, my chance to change my past, in an unusual but unique way. Jazz is a normal girl. But hasn't always been. Something happened when she was 13 that triggered...
