Better Off Dead Then With Dun -Joshler

Chapter Thirteen

Black

Black was the colour of emptiness that Tyler hungered for

It's power to be so empty and meaningless but to be loved

Black was all he saw

A blinding light shone on Josh, full blown making out with the guy

Another, onto his mother. She was screaming

Black

A face of pure evil and no gratitude laughed and seemed to pass through Tyler

And that's when he realised he was bare. No clothes

No protection

Ty could not scream or speak, he could only hold himself

Why would he love you

You should've listened to your Mums hand when she hit you

But as Tyler opened his mouth all that came out was a whisp of extra silence

"Who, Tyler? Hah! He's a fuckwad! Insane! I'm only there for his body you know what I'm saying?"

"Tyler you queer, you're the reason your father left! You ate since! You're the Devils child!"

"Fucking queer. Touch Josh again and I'll make you into a heterosexual you piece of shit!"

Tyler only grew smaller

Listen to them

But he could only listen to the silence

Because the silent was violent

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Tyler woke up in a heated mess.

He was sobbing and he didn't even know where he was

Ah yes, the coffee shop

Josh trotted over and enveloped him in a hug. Tyler wanted to resist and push him away but he'd already sold his body to this boy, why stop there?

He loved Josh

But BlurryFace made it hard to believe himself

He had an icepack on his leg and the shop seemed to be empty. Ty gazed up from Josh's chest and clawed at his back

"Hush, they're gone. It's okay baby boy"

"I l-l-love you"

Josh squeezed Tyler tightly but stayed quiet.

"Please say something Josh?"

"I've loved you from the start Ty. I made myself believe that I wasn't good enough and I just wanted to please you and know I realise that parties and sex got us no where. Please forgive me, oh god please! I never meant to kiss him either! I just wanted to impress you and I got so jealous. I love you"

He remembered

Tyler captured his sobs with a cough and pulled away, looking up. He shook his head before speaking

"I've forgiven you. I love you too much. How did you make them leave?"

"I gave them what they wanted. Let's say I'm very sore but as long as yo-"

Tyler pulled Josh's face towards his and connected their lips, it was long passionate and deep. His hands slid down to Josh's and grasped them before parting and giving him an Eskimo kiss.

"Okay, I'm going to forget that you said that" Tyler winked

"Of course my princess"