babysitter - afi

fifth period

kota's point of view.

//couple days later

it's monday, meaning ill be seeing ashton at school. which im honestly so excited for, he makes me so special, but also makes my nerves go insane. which i weirdly love, but also hate how weak he makes me feel.

im honestly still shocked from what took place the other day with ashton. he could've been doing anything in the world, but instead he decided to babysit a boring 15 year old girl that has no experience with boys, but acts like she does aka me. there's nothing really special about me. im not into kinky things, my school life is fine, i have a pretty normal family, there's just nothing i find intriguing about myself.

i walk through the school doors with ella and ivy beside me. i often feel left out whenever i'm with the two because of how close they are.

in the corner of my eye i can see ashton and his best friend calum talking at his locker. i look directly at him and he instantly made eye contact with me. i decided to smiled brightly at him, which he returned. just the thought of ashton makes me squirm in excitement.

"wait so you're for real about the whole ashton thing?" ivy chokes out.

"ofcourse, why would i lie?" i furrow my eyebrows as i put take my books out of my locker and into my book bag.

"i don't know it was kind of unbelievable that you had a senior at your house." ella joins the conversation.

"well he was just babysitting it's not like he came over to fuck." i snort and ivy smirks at me. i just roll my eyes and lock my locker, heading up the stairs to first period class.

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fifth period is my personal favorite, not only because i sit right behind ashton, but also because the teacher makes the class enjoyable. and whenever ashton wears tank tops, revealing his biceps, he makes it so much better for me.

i enter the class, a bit late but i'm literally always late for period five so the teacher is used to it by now. i look over to ashton, making eye contact for a bit too long and not breaking it until i sat behind him. god bless the seating arrangement.

i fidget in my seat, trying to get comfortable as i wrote down the notes that were already on the board. i quietly groan, wanting to leave school and just go home and sleep.

the teacher started explaining the lesson and my eyes started to feel heavy. i try to fight the urge to sleep, rubbing my eyes. my eyes somehow made it to ashtons biceps and that's how i got through the rest of the class.

suddenly, the bell rang and realized it was much louder and longer than usual. i sigh heavily, grabbing ashtons attention. he looks back at me as he gets his books together and smiles, then exits the class room along with his group of friends friends.