Chapter 11

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((next day))
Everybody is coming back today. I was meeting the girls to go shopping for the funeral. We met at Hunter's and momma took us. I was happy to get out of the house. Hunter texted me. Classic.
From: Hunter😍🔥
Hey. Tomorrow I have to go on tour with the boys. We'll be back around 12:00pm tomorrow. Ily baby girl.❤️
We went to the mall. I went to about 2 stores before finding a dress. I picked out this beautiful black dress(picture). The funeral was in a 2 weeks. Hunter would come back in 7 days. At 12:45 we left. I hung out with Weston and watched TV later that night. I must've fallen asleep because I woke up in...Weston's clothes? What the hell? I was I some shorts and a t-shirt. I violently shook Weston. He woke up and I yelled in his ear,"You changed me?! Uh excuse me I have a boyfriend." He put his hands up in defense."I'm sorry." He said smirking. Then took a step closer to me. WHAT THE HELL!"What the hell are you doing?" He still had the smirk on his face. He ran into me, slammed his lips into mine. He's a good kisser. I didn't kiss back but I heard crying and footsteps down the stairs. It sounded like the new girl neighbor. In a quivering voice I asked,"Weston are you dating her?" He said yes and I ran back to my house. I'm a fuck up. I ran to my bathroom. I found a razor and started thinking on how many cuts I needed.
1. Kissing Weston when I was with Hunter
2. Kissing Blake when I was with Hunter
3. Kissing Weston again
4. Breaking up Weston and the new girl
Okay. Four cuts. I started crying while cutting. I heard my door open and it was Brandon. He ran grabbed the razor from my hand and hugged me, tightly. He yelled,"Alyssa Anderson!! What are you doing?!" He grabbed the band aids and put them on my cuts. I love him as a brother. I couldn't speak. I started crying more."I'm...I'm sorry. I love you Brandon." I didn't realize I was still in Weston's clothes. Then Brandon asked,"Why are you in those clothes?" I was scared to answer."I stayed the night at Weston's. He kissed me and then the new girl neighbor ran out crying. I'm horrible aren't I?" Brandon looked like he was shocked,"What? You're not! Alyssa you're amazing and shut up! No. You're not!!" He wiped the tears off my face. He kissed my forehead and said,"Hey your sisters are over at our house for 2 days. You can come and visit whenever. Hunter's coming home in 15. I love you sisi!" I giggled and watched some TV to get my mind off things. I got a text from Hunter.
From: Hunter😍🔥
Im home.❤️
To: Hunter😍🔥
Yay. Come over after you unpack I have something to tell you.😶
I have to tell him. About how I think I might've broke up Weston and the new girl. About how I started cutting myself. About how to kissed Weston. Again. About how I got a hickey from Blake. I heard a knock on the door. Shit I'm in Weston's clothes AND I haven't covered up my cuts. I threw on a sweatshirt and sweatpants."Hello?" I heard him ask. I opened it and told him to sit down. He obeyed and I poured everything out. After I was done he couldn't speak. He looked like he was getting mad. He half yelled,"Let me see your cuts and the hickey!"' I showed them to him and he started crying. Then, kissed all the cuts. I love him. But I don't know if he loves me anymore?"Do you still love me?" I asked scared."Why! Why! Why!" And he ran out of my house. I didn't know where he was going but I think we needed a break from each other.

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