My Bullies... (Ethan and Grayson Dolan Fanfic )

Part 45

Savanahs POV:
I tapped my foot in sync with my crazy heart. The doctor slowly opened her folder. "Well Ms Savanah." The doctor said clearing her throat. Grayson tapped his fingers at the same past as my foot. "Your are definitely not pregnant." She sighed. I was confused but relived but Grayson seemed the same. "Ms Savanah due to your past medical injuries, you have a 5 percent chance of ever conciving a child. We are so sorry but over doses and hospitalization from the car crash you had a while back has taken a negative effect on your ovaries." She broke the very last sane part of me.

I covered my mouth falling out of my chair. "So I'll never..... Have babies" I cried. ."there's a five percent chance" that doctor tried to give hope, it didn't work. Grayson let out a quite oh my god and buried his head in his hands. He didn't know what it was like. His speed was fine. I cried smashing the floor and he slowly sat next to me and side hugged me. "It's going to be okay" he tried to comfort me but I pushed him away. "You don't care you didn't even love me!" I screamed. Bran out the door and jumped In my car slamming the door. I smashed my car on the steering wheel and kicked and punched and screamed. Pulling on my hair as well until I had no more energy and just cried silent tears. I drove home and smashed my way into my room throwing random stuff on the way. When I had gotten up there I looked threw my closet for a big piece of poster paper I made a while back. I pulled it out and retread my bucket list all the way threw one hundred. I checked if ones that I accomplished and then went down to the bottom. I scribbled 101 on the list and wrote out "someday I will have a child. I will have that five percent chance be worth something" I read to myself.

Grayson's POV:
There was nothing I could do to make her happy. I already lied to her and said I didn't love her witch I did and still do. Now one of the most important things in her life was unaccomplishable. Savanah has done nothing wrong and yet the world has done her so badly. In fact i have done her so badly. She needs to be able to start over.

I drove home and walked into the house. I walked up to her room and knocked on the door. I walked
In before she could get up and sat next to her. " it's not true" I said quietly. "What?" She asked. "I love you, I lied that day. I just... I want you to be happy move on start a new life." I explained . "I just put all this money and stuff into this house and now you want me to leave" she replied. "I'll live here with Ethan and Shane and well start over to. We need to finally move on. We've been trying to fix this for years. I love you and someday when I'm ready I'll see you again. Your scars will heal and your arms will be pure. I'll have better style and my hair will be classy. You'll be sophisticated and gorgeous as ever and I'll be a little lost but put together and we'll see each other and still know is who it is because we can see it in our eyes. I love you and I'm going to miss you like hell and this is going to take all of my strength go to do this but I think you should move to a different state and change your number. Make the changes that you need in your life and if it's meant to be someday I'll see you again." I said smiling a shy smile as tears ran down our faces. "We've spent a year driving me to death and then a year toeing me back and it's been crazy. I fell in love with you out if the blue and your brother is a brother to me. My parents adopted a girl who I see as a sister but hardly know and I loved another who is now getting married and having kids of his own. And still after all of it I think your right. I think I should start over." Savanah smiled. She kissed my tear soaked cheek and grabbed thirty thousand Dollars from the money her parents sent her and shoved it in her pocked. She took a piece  of loose leaf and scribbled a few words on it. She shoved it in an envelope handed it to me. "Open this when you need me." She smiled and walked out. For a minute I let her go but then I ran to her and kissed her like never before.

As I broke away I mumbled "I love you my snow globe". And to my surprise she responded. "I love you to hair dryer" and then winked walking outside. How did she know u said that? She was in a coma? I guess live just doesn't have limits...