Caspar Lee Imagines

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I suggest you listen to That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber

This one is so upsetting you might need a box of tissues next to you😭😪

7/1/16

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•3rd Person POV•

Caspar sat on a swing with a hoodie over his head, with music flowing from his headphones to his ears.

'Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't'

Y/N broke up with Caspar because their was too much hate for her dating and being around the other Youtubers.

She couldn't even go out without a report about her supposedly cheating.

It got so bad Caspar thought it was true. He felt so bad as soon as he found out she wasn't but it was too late.

She slipped through his fingers so easily.

'That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me'

Y/N started dating again after 7 months after the break up. She found a new man called Shawn.

[A/N I know your thinking of Shawn Mendes... I was too but it's not him, calm that inner fangirl.]

They are also on magazines because she's known as Caspar's ex-girlfriend.

She had even more cheating rumour because they never officially announced their breakup publicly.

Now everything has calmed down Y/N has that normal life she's wanted to live.

When Caspar looked up their they were. The couple of the town, everyone loved them together. They were well know around town.

They were holding hands and Shawn kept on whispering things in her ear making her laugh.

She looked up at him and they pecked each other's lips.

Caspar felt anger, jealousy and guilt. But he couldn't do anything because she wasn't his anymore.

He even considered suicide if they never go back together because he felt numb without her.

But he didn't... He knew she would be devastated so he tried to move on but Y/N is just on his mind 24/7.

He always thinks that Y/N will break up and she's go back to Caspar.

He always thought what life would be life if they never argued and they were still together.

Caspar's head quickly snapped up as he heard a roar of claps.

He saw Shawn on his knee, slowly putting a ring on Y/N's finger as she had a hand covering her mouth.

He stood up and they shared a passionate kiss.

But what Caspar didn't know was that she thought of him every night before she goes to sleep.

Caspar will always have a special place in her heart. Forever and Always.

Caspar didn't realise he was crying until he felt a tear drop fall on his hands that are in his lap.

He wiped the tears and stood up heading back to his apartment.

He slowly turned his head to look at the newly engaged couple.

"That should be me..."