Callies pov: I woke up turned over in my blanket bed and decided its time for me to get to the job. I get out of bed and notice that my cuts are starting to heal i dont evven feel like cutting anymore im realy happy. I go down the ricketdey stair case and see mr.wiggles he looks so happy with our little old run down house. I go to the coffee pot and turn it on yes even though i have zero furniture but i do have a coffee pot. I put the coffee in my mug and i feed mr.wiggles and get ready. I need to find a job today and i will find one because i need to start my new life after everything that i hae done i need to be able to pay for everything. After i get ready and stuff like that I go to the library to get online and try to find a job kinda one from a medical hospital. I apply for a job at the dollar store and at a nurse station after that i get some books too read and check my email. On my way home i decide to get a phone so i go to walmart and buy a track phone. Its a little flip up phone nothing special i should have probley gottten one with internet but i dont want to. I dont like the idea of having internet at my phone maybe iam a little paranoid. As i get the rest of the things i need from walmart and i go home with mr.wiggles who looks so happy because he has a place to run around and be happy. I got sme garden stuff so im going to plant myself a nice little garden. Sometimes if you let the sun shine down on your body as you plant a garden it feels amazing like everything is going to be ok.
calebs pov: Slowly i wake up from the deep darkness and this time i dont scream her name i dont try to fight my way out of this nightmare im numb and im ok with that. The doctor comes in and tells me i can leave as soon as im ready. I get up and pack my stuff while i look in the mirror i realize i have to find her if i dont find her i will never be able to be normal again. As i checked out i asked where she was, they said that she left she quite her job and moved they have no clue where she went and they dont know why she even left but i do. I know exactly why she left, she left because of me because i came in. I go to get my car and scream at the top of my lungs why did i have to be so stupid to come here t make her run away agan. why cant i have her back? why wont she give me another chance... I close my eyes and i knew why i cant have another chance with her what i did was so bad even though i didnt want to it t happen it did and i feell so bad for hurting her..Every night i regret it i relive it and i see how bad i hurt her how i ddestroyed her. As i pull out into traffic i know i have to find a way to find her and tell her that im sorry and that i didnt mean to do what i did. I have to tell her the truth so that she can stop living in pain and stop living in fear. i slowly drive away going to her old house to see if she did exactly what she did last time dropped everything and left. As i drive up i see the door tto the appartment and push it open and see all the stuf she left a old winter couch and a old nasty coffee table filled with smoke stains and a ash tray stain because of course she took the ash tray she allways loved to smoke her cigarettes. I walk throughout the rest of the house and its pretty empty knowing her she probley didnt even have to have a box just her little ssuit case she was allways ready to leave quckly. she was the crazy kind of girl she fought hard and got what she wanted she worked hard but doesnt have alot. God i miss her so much i will find her again and she will be mine and i will tell her that im better and that she doesnt have to be scared of me. i go and get in the car i have to find her.
