things are starting to fall into place

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callies pov: As night began to fall i settle into my make shift bed and pulled out a book named "out of air". I slowly start to drift asleep and the book slowly falls out of my hands as i dream about what happenend i push the covers away and scream until i wake up panting and Mr.Wiggles comes up and curls up on my tummy , just like he does everynight that I have a bad dream. For some reason he allways knows he just looks at me and can sense almost like he knows something really bad happenend and I dont understand hoow he knows since hes just a cat. I go into the kicten to make myself a cup of tea and I look at the time its seven o clock in the mornng well i made it through the night thats a step in the right direction. Instead of making tea i made coffee and went to get in the old shower to have a nice warm bath. I get out when i smell the coffee pad down pore myself some and check my phone, I got a voicemail and it told me that i got both of the job. I screamed and Mr.Wiggles jumped up and and down because now i have double income and more time to do work and not be all alone. I get ready and feed Mr. Wiggles and go get ready to go to my job its going to be so much fun to be able to make new friends and have a god job in another town that no one knows who iam.  As I start to drive to work i realize that im so scared that i cant do this job, but as i drive i realize that i have to i need to be able to make moneyy this is a new town a new life we will be ok. I sstart to feel sick and i pull over before i even turn off the car i lean out of the window and throw up. oh god i think oh shit and now i know why i was feeling so down and so upset im pregnant..... with calebs baby.
Calebs pov: I start to search for the random names callie used growing up i need to find her and tell her that iam so sorry for what i did but i never can find her again which really scares me i wonder if shes dead or if shes broken enough to destroy herself... As i walk around the house and try to remeber what she was called i think about our childhood and how we were always together, we tried we stayed together all those cold nights that she bleed and was raped.  she never cried she never yelled out and it was so beautiful that she stayed so strong but at some point she broke she was ruined and i broke her even more. I passed and passed the rooom tryiing t remeber why i got runk thaat night and ruined the best thing that has ever happenend to me. I dont know why i raped her that night and i know it was wrong but it looked right i mean thats what evveryone always did to us so i thought it was right but i know in my heart that its wrong.  I have to find her and tell her i was wrong and that i shouldnt have let our paast become our future.  slowly everything will fall into place if we find each other and tell the truth. everynight i relive what i see and cry i didnt want to hurt her i didnt even want to have sex with her i did it for the money the fame so that me and her could get out of this awful life but i became exactly what i was scared of a monster maybe i should have died instead of trying to find her whats even the point if i just hurt her more huh?

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