Sometimes theres only so much pain someone can take til you break. You don't know your breaking you just keep going til you wake up in the middle of the night not able to breathe as everything falls down around you.
callies pov: Another day yippie I get up and trug into the bathroom to get ready for work. As I look into the mirror I don't lookthe same ,my eyes are worn and caved in.I guess its from all of the hours ive been working. I get dressed and find my favorate hoodie and pull the sleeves down so no one can see my arms and goes downstairs to get coffee. I feed mr. wigles and lock the door to my apartment. I walk down to my office because its to hard to find a cab in the Bronx. As I walks I see all the people talking and walking together and couples holding hands ,I thinks why cant that be me. When I gets to work and walks in and get my scrubs on so that I can do something i love helping people and making sure they are safe. Its a quiet day at the hospital it doesn't even seem like a hopstial theres no one there but im not complaining because its kinda nice. A ambulance pulls up and I go running out there its my first case of the day and I cant wait to see what it is as the doors open I see him and my heart drops to my feet and im numb but I run to help him.
caleb pov: i walk away from her grinning i never felt so awful and so good at the same time.Callies broken eyes made me want to run back to her ans swope her up and trll her i love her and that i just dont want her near me so that i can keep her safe. i wake up on the side of the road and look around tasting the vomit in the back of my throat and the buzzing in my head i conclude i was drunk. why do i keep having that same nightmare? As i get up amd start walking home i cant seem to stop thinking about her broken eyes and her smile t