Suicide Letter

This Is another book that I am going to work on. I might cancel "Runaway Princess" I don't think that one is very well loved but tell me what you think about this one.

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Dear Mom

I am so sorry you have to find out like this. I can't take the pain any more, I feel nothing. I get attacked at school and at home I get attacked when I'm walking somewhere and when I tell you it is as if you don't even care about anything about me, you just care about you and nothing else. I cut myself, I cut myself because the pain goes away and I have some type of control in this chaotic life but it always comes back. I want an escape that is permanent. People tell me that I am stupid, fat, ugly and I believe them I think it is true I am ugly and fat. I'm worthless. So, I decided to end it and give everyone what they want. Maybe in heaven people will love me and not see the ugly. When I die all the pain will go away I won't have to cut myself to have the pain go away and I won't have to starve myself to be skinny.

Goodbye,

Amy

When her mother got home from work she saw the note pinned to the fridge, tears role down her face as she reads her daughters hand writing. She ran upstairs as fast as she could to see her daughter hanging from the ceiling fan, she cut her loose and called 911.

"9-1-1 what's your emergency"

"m-my d-daughter she tried to hang herself" she tried to say in between sobs

"Ok Miss breathe I want you to check if your daughter is breathing"

"y-yes she is ... she is struggling but she is"

"Ok an ambulance is on the way I'm going to tell you what to do till they get there ok miss"

"Y-yes"

"I want you to till her head back and lift her chin, you need to help her with breathing until the police get there"

'O-ok'

(4 Months Earlier)

Amy's prov

'BUZZ BUZZ' was all I could here. I woke up to yet another day of feeling empty and unloved the feeling was worse on school days cause I had to face those nasty kids at school. I did a quick shower and got dressed, I pulled on my favorite pair of jeans, a purple tank top with a black hoodie to hide the scars on my wrist. I put on some quick natural looking makeup and brushed the knots out of my hair, my hair was long down to the middle of my back, I swept my bangs to the side and pulled my hoodie up. I rushed down stairs grabbed my bag and an apple then hurried for the door. My mom was in the living room but by now I have learned to not say bye to her she never hears anything else I say so I'm sure she won't hear me saying bye. I walked to school with my head down, hoping that no one from my school will say anything to me. I just want to make it one day without any abuse on my way to school even though I knew it was waiting for me there. I finally reached and stood in front of the doors, thank god no one was out there to say, 'look it's the towns fat emo'or 'hey watch out for Amy she might cut you' I just want this day to be over and done with it hasn't even stated and I can't take it. I slowly walk inside hoping my wishes come true.